Who Let The Dogs Out?

It's hard to let go..

2011-10-11T19:21:00.000-07:00

Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so..

My thoughts

2011-10-09T23:39:00.000-07:00

心累了, 人也倦了

bottled up feelings..

To wait, it's hard..

2009-06-27T22:51:00.000-07:00

The day I met you, sleeping on your grandpa's hospital bed.
A green tee, berms and hot pink crocs.
130609

Random thoughts.

2009-05-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

A new direction in life.
People just walk into your life and walk out again. Not much significance in my life.
Walking on the road again today. Keeps me thinking. Why are all the people rushing? What are they rushing for? I'm kind of addicted to this hyper fast-paced life. Holidays are here. Pace of living is back to slow and laze around state. I hate this. What a waste of time. Probably because I havent really planned my post exams schedule; putting only the large stones in the glass bottle but not the fine sand and pebbles yet. The weather makes me moody. Hot and stuffy. 5th day into the holidays. There are a lot of things for me to do yet I just dont feel like doing, not motivated to do. I feel lonely doing those things alone, only my laptop and I, an object and I. Being alone is not frightening, being lonely then is frightening. My Malaysia trip was postponed. Postponed, not really cancelled but I don't feel good because it fell out of my plans. My schedule goes haywire, so screwed up. These days my mind just isnt thinking clearly.
Why do I feel so tensed?
A stubborn girl I am who refuse to give in. Little things just matter to her a lot.
Yah it matters. It really matters.

2009-05-11T12:22:00.000-07:00

I've decided to come back to blog. My confidence level really dropped to rock bottom after that day. Initially I feel that having a blog will open up your privacy for everyone to see. Though I have a lot of things I want to say out, shout out to the world, I dont want my friends or anyone related to me to view my blog. I just feel this sense of insecurity, yet at the same time I dont feel like bottling up all my thoughts and make this blog a private one.

So yup, now I'm back after like half a year? I think everyone has forgotten the existence of this blog and yup that's good. And I also dont want to start a new blog, because I feel attached to this blogname: planetogalaxy, has been following me since Sec 2 when I started using ebloggy.

Well erm. I just want to reorganize my thoughts.
I was really really very upset these days.
Will you give me a second chance? I want to get involved. I really want to get involved.But competition is tough. What a meritocratic world this is. More of Asian values that's holding me back or the Western values that I still cant adapt to? First impression kills. Perhaps this is already their second, third, fourth, fifth impression of me.

[To be continued]

Appreciation. Thanks.

2008-09-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

My 100th post.

A big THANK YOU to everyone! :D

Thanks to JiaWei for the earrings and that bottle of happiness vibes.

Thanks to Hikari Tamaki for going cycling with me at ECP.

Thanks to Andy, Asen, Allen (who came all the way from Malaysia), Wilson, XiuLing, Joel and CHIN LIDE! for the bag and cake and brownie and the birthday surprise and the cream on my face.

Thanks to Lao Ren Gang, Lao Xiu, Lao Shu, Lao Ming n Lao Ma for spending your precious time with me to celebrate my birthday and thanks for the Lang mehmeh and Lao ma's blog post.

Thanks to Brother Chris John for calling me at 1.20am to wish me happy birthday.

Thanks to SiDa for calling me to wish me happy birthday.

Thanks to Qiuyan, Qingyuan, WeiWen, Bowen, Lishan, Yvonne, LaoMing, Jian Guang, WeiLing, KaiKai!, Kok Hong, MingHor, Xihui, JiaWei, Wanyi, LaoXiu, Dawn, Jet, SiangNing, CHIN LIDE!, HuiYing and Patrick Star for the text messages.

Thanks to XiuLing, SuqPing, LaoShu, JingKai, Nitin, WenQi, Eunice, Uncle Chaos, CaiJie, Sharon, Stanley, WanDing, TaiKhoon, XiangFeng, Xiaoyun, Xianhui, Minghor, Josef, Xingyu, Eugene and Boss Philip for the Facebook wall tags.

Thanks to Melvis, Shin and Oppa for the 'pleasant' surprise.

Thanks to Joyce, CHIN LIDE!, kok hong and Andy for the MSN shoutouts.

Thanks to Sida, Bowen and Dawn for the mini birthday celebration and tiramisu at Just Acia.
Thanks for the chocolates!

Thanks to Stanley for the Precious Moment book and birthday message.

Thanks to Joyce and Ahma for the dinner at Vivo.

Quote from Andy (MSN):
YueQiu. Keep going. Because I believe. Most happening birthweek ever. THANKS! says:
such a nice friend...let me happy for 1 day only...what about the other 364 days?
A n d y - Who wants to work as flyer distributor? Weekday, 3 hours. Looking for 2 handsome 2 babes. says:
the other 364 days is to look forward to the arrival of that 1 special day

Thanks.

2008-09-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

" No doubt, romantic love is very important, but it is also a little more in-your-face than friendship. Hence, you'll find that it is easier to keep friendships than romantic love. The interesting part is: when someone you love becomes someone very intimate in your life, you tend to demand things that are out of line, and take them for granted--you would only say the least courteous things to your loved--ones, and overly demand from them. That's why the chinese has a saying:" To respect your loved one as if they were your guests."

To love someone from a respectful distance is somewhat like wrapping your relationship in a Seran Wrap, keeping your love afresh. The more you love someone, the more you would want to possess him or her, but you must understand that in order to hold, you must learn to let go. In love, one must relax one's clutches, in order for your lover to stick closer to you. When you ask less, he or she will open up and tell you even more."

2008-08-15T22:41:00.000-07:00

Thanks so much to all my friends.

Thanks for all the text messages from you guys.
Thanks for all the phone calls from you guys.
Thanks for all the msn shoutouts from you guys.
Thanks for spending time with me.

I'm okay. Really okay. Thanks. (:

A facade maybe.

2008-08-02T10:15:00.000-07:00

I've made my stand clear.
I've decided to choose both as I've respected both all along since young.
I believe that they are friends all this while and they have been taking care of me every moment.
Please do not force me and respect my decision.
Thank you guys for the warm welcome to join the big family.
I stand by my own principles, my heart is at ease, no guilt, no regrets.
It feels good to do good. Really.

I'm a busy girl who is lousy with time management.
While I pause and think,
Asia Pacific Youth Water Forum
National Youth Environment Conference
Singapore Boys' Home Camp Project
PACT Project
I really really enjoy being part of GAHA and serving them.
I'm proud to be a GAHA member.

But I'm just such a loser who has failed to manage my time properly.

What's really impt to me?
Family
(Friends) Studies Piano NYAA GAHA

I just want to prove that I'm not who or what you think I am.
I'm much better than who or what you think I am.
If I believe I can, I will do it.
Even if I fail, I know I've put in my best.

In these 8 months, I've grown.
Felt the change? Yes I do.
I've seen more and I've learnt more.

Hibernating for the next 3 months.

2008-07-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

How much can one sacrifice?

To what extent?

I've no time for self pity.

Mentally, it's going and going and going but physically, I'm really tired.

I pushed myself too hard. I'm aware of that but I really enjoyed myself.

Just for the dream that I have.

Just for the person whom I want to be.

Just for the people whom I love and care.

Just for the assurance which I gave to the people around me.

Just for myself, for I love to be with the people around me.

I'll never give up.

2008-07-15T18:43:00.000-07:00

Failure. What is failure?

Those guys disappoint me greatly.
I really used my heart and soul to teach them, to help them.
I really really spent a lot of effort and time on them, all 6 of them, with no one's help.
I overworked and fell sick because of them.
I dont deserve this at all.
I really believed in them, in the end they decided to walk away.

Philip tried to console me, telling me about his life story.
How does it feel to lose a million dollars overnight?
I've learnt to become smarter

because

responsibilty kills.

I'm learning, still learning.

2008-07-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

我一直以为我是超人，但其实，我根本就不是。

2008-05-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

If you give up on the most important thing in your life, you will gradually lose your true self.

Listen to the clock tick.
Time flows fast.

2008-04-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back after erm...3 months. (:

Gonna post up my last entry before closing my blog for awhile until end of 2009.

Hahaz. Wondering what I've been doing these days?

I've found myself a job, thanks to my darling lao shu who introduced me to Synergy Direct under Starhub.

I just love this job! (:

BOss is DAMN nice! Colleagues are DAMN friendly! Pay is DAMN good!

I'm getting a promotion and payrise next month, to senior direct sales officer. (:

If nothing goes wrong, I will be getting another promotion and payrise after next month to executive sales officer. Wahahahaz!!!

Recently I've been busy busy busy, conducting interviews and training newcomers but luckily I managed to hit my sales target set by company, quite lucky because bukit panjang is a really prosperous place. (: So just let lady luck stay by my side and let me hit my own personal sales target and hopefully hit my boss's target for me which I think is really impossible considering that I only have 3 more days to get 9 deals. BUT I still have to get it before the month ends. I dont really consider this as a job, I call this a challenge- a great pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

A few days ago, I've been quite unlucky, I was harassed by one of my customers. A disgusting daddy aged indian guy who called to talk crap, telling me how sweet and nice my voice was when that day I was having flu and sore throat and I couldnt talk properly. He even asked where I stay and asked me out for dinner. I regretted talking to him for 20min trying to explain to him starhub products. 20min wasted and deal closed because he owed starhub 600 bucks. That day was a horrible day for me, he kept sending me text messages asking me if he could call me to chat with me and listen to my voice. YUCKS!!!!! In the end my boss settled for me, gave him warnings not to disturb me anymore. Phew...

Everyday I'm just looking forward to evening because I'm working in the evening, on weekends and public holidays. Maybe is because I really feel very stressed practising my piano. My parents are pushing me, my teacher is pushing me. From stress to fear to phobia to resistance. Every week, I get scoldings from teacher, constantly demoralising me, telling me how lousy a pianist I am. "You will definitely FAIL your exams, I tell you for sure!" Patrick told me that is called reverse psychology but sometimes I really cannot take it anymore. I really feel like giving up, no matter how many hours a day I practise on the piano, my teacher still tells me the same things, " No clarity, No rhythm, No expressions, No colours, you are hopeless!" Jaylo asked me to quit but I dont want, I really want to learn and play a proper classical piece for my grandpa, my only motivation for me to hang on. I miss him, a lot.

So now, I'm thinking of looking for another job, horse handler at Singapore Turf Club. I've decided to try out that job, if not I will never going to have this chance and the time again and also to keep my mind free from stress. I know this cannot carry on for long, I may just tire myself out again. I just recovered from my fever, cough, flu and sore throat. 1st time, 40.5 degree celcius. My doctor was telling me, seldom teenagers will have such a high temperature. Papa came back for 1 month for holiday, that fateful day I was still having lunch and reading newspapers with him at the hawker centre. Immediately after I got home, I collapsed. Papa still said it's okay and he continued to read his newspapers. =_= Then after 3 hours, he finally realised something wasnt right and finally brought me to see the doctor. My papa is just so cute. I slept for 3 whole days, 72 hours in total. I could really feel my body breaking apart, that was my 1st time I thought I was going to die soon. I felt so scared, 1st time in my life death was so near me, a very different feeling from what I had when I was hospitalised at 4 years old and 11 years old for lungs infections. BUt now, I'm back to the healthy YueQiu!. Wahahahaz. There are just so many so many things for me to do, so many places that I want to go, I'm going HongKong to visit my hongkie buddies after their A levels, following lao xiu and her PRC friends to ningpo maybe, going with lao ren gang to malaysia maybe, south korea and japan trip with subee, jaylo and jiawei after the guys' NS and one more overseas trip with GAHA for youth exchange programmes...and many many more things which I want to learn...

So yah, be strong, YueQiu!

Little aeroplane, little aeroplane, please take me with you.

If you get there before I do, dont give up on me.

...because I'm right here waiting.

Never give up.

2008-04-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

I got this from Sharon's blog. hahaz. (:

1. Real name : Gao YueQiu/ Koh Yuk Chiao
2. Nickname : Wahahahaz...you really want me to say out all? heh.
Doggie/ gaogao/ lao yue/ Wednesday/ strawberry donut/ pikachu/ raichu/ pichu/ kokeehc/ maria clover/ picasso/ daisy/ autumn/ moonball/ qiuqiu/ ah qiu and blah blah blah...
3. Married : nah.
4. Male or Female : female
5. Highschool : River Valley High School
6. College : Anderson JC
7. Short or long hair : long hair.
8. Are you a health freak : Not really yes and not really no.
9. Height : 1.62m
10. Do you have a crush on someone : Yesh. My cousin, but he's too young for me, he's only P6 this year and he has a crush on someone else. hahaz.
11. Do you like yourself : Of course! (:
12. Piercings : on both ears
13. Righty or Lefty : both. I play the piano.

FIRST'S
14. First surgery : nil
15. First piercing(s) : last year at IMM.
16. First person you see in the morning : myself
17. First award : Primary School drawing competition C div consolation prize.
18. First sport you joined : badminton.
19. First pet : I cant remember whether it's rabbits or chicks or pigeons or crickets.
20. First vacation : cant remember when.
22. First crush : 3 years old.

CURRENTLY
23. Eating : bak kuteh
24. Drinking : soup.
25. I'm about to : get ready for work

YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids : Yesh. 1 basketball team. hahaz.
27. Want to get married : at 28.
28. Careers in mind : hotel management/casino management/resort management.

HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger : nah, havent given out my 1st kiss. (:
36. Drank bubbles : How? it's air.
37. Lost glasses/contacts : nah.
38. Ran away from home : nah. I've got nowhere to go.
39. Liked someone younger : Yesh. My cousins. hahaz
40. Liked someone older : Yesh.
41. Broken someone's heart : I dont know.
42. Been arrested : nah.
43. Cried when someone died : remain silent
44. Liked a friend : Yesh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself : Yesh.
46. Miracles : Miracles are created by people.
47. Heaven : maybe..
48. Santa claus : Yesh. He always comes to visit me on Christmas nights.
49. Angels : Yesh. My guardian angel.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yesh. My grandpa.
51. Do you believe in God : He's always in my heart.

Memories are made of these...

2008-01-07T20:15:00.000-08:00

This is gonna be the 2nd last entry before I close down my blog for awhile.

Today I went to crash a few JCs with Jiawei...in my RV uniform, and I realised that I actually didnt grow in these 2 yrs, I could still fit into my navy blue skirt and minotaur house Tee. I was quite sad I couldnt get my hands on a set of cedar uniform. I've been wanting to try cedar uniform but just couldnt get one with the right size for me, the skirt is either too big or too small. Bleagh...
So we went to HCI, NJC, RJC and AJC.
NJ is once again flooded with RVians.
RVians everywhere.
I met a few of my scouts and guides juniors and some of my RV NJCian friends who went back to crash.
Then we met Jason and his classmate who was my RV junior but I've no idea who he is and he kindly asked Jiawei n I to join them for tutorial. hahaz. But in the end we didnt because it's so weird to have the 'J1s' joining the J2s for tutorial and in actual fact we've already graduated from our colleges.

I quite like HCI High School section, the spacious feel of the campus and the clock tower.
Unlike HCI, RJC buildings are so packed and squeezed beside each other, totally a concrete jungle, green white n black everywhere.
Newspaper articles of Raffles achievements are pasted all over the walls of RI.
And I came across this article with the headlines,"Everyone's a rival at Raffles."
How true...this is just how you survive in a top school, be it positive or negative.
Maybe I would be a totally different YueQiu if I had joined the raffles family in sec 1.
Maybe I would have a even more stressful life dealing with scheming people and backstabbers apart from studying and keeping my grades up.

Sometimes words do affect people a lot, especially when your friends say hurtful things about you behind your back. Your so called friends...backstabbers...stabbing your friends in the back...what an act of cowardice. I really hate this kind of people.
Ha. Yah, the environment changes a person. What kind of environment breeds what kind of people. The school culture maybe...
O_o perhaps...
I like RV for it's my dream school since primary 4, though the school culture is a bit 'rooted in tradition.' , girls must have shoulder length hair, all must wear white canvas shoes with shoe laces and greet all teachers in chinese etc...
So I guess that's why I have the RV look. hahaz.

Anyway, even the bookshop auntie at RJ speaks fluent English without any mix of Singlish. Wow!
The first bookshop auntie whom I have ever seen/met speaking perfect English.
Oh yah and I met the campus superstar Koh Zhengning, she's sooooooo PRETTY!

So after we left RJ, we went back to AJ.
Memories of 1st 3 months flowed back. The Ohana, the grand piano in the hall, classroom 413, LT4, the basketball court beside block 11...
I really miss ex-2806.
Frankly speaking, I never regret coming to AJ.
True, I didnt like AJ from the very start of JAE after almost everyone in ex-2806 had left but friends in AJ kept me going... going. I am contented, really satisfied with what I have and I shant ask for more.

All my friends and teachers in AJ,
those from 2506,
Cinli, Chiakming, Jillian, Nikesh n Tianshi from ex 2806,
my Astro buddies and juniors,
my alpha/delta camp mates n instructors,
my project buddy friends,
my birdpark cip mates,
O1 n O2 OG mates n OGLs,
the harmockees,
the squash peeps,
the synapse people who so kindly allowed me to crash their orientation and help them paint banner,
the friendly councillors who studied together with me in AJ library during holidays and exam breaks and went to watch basketball matches with me,
and last but not least, Patrick who taught me basketball and accompanied me to watch basketball matches.

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有.

This is my last time crashing JCs and secondary schools, St nicholas, cedar, nanyang are really nice schools.

Sorry, this post is getting more n more emo, many thoughts are running in my mind now.
Argh today is an emo day for me. I cant stop this drop of tear from rolling down my cheek.
Just this 1 drop of tear. What does that mean?

I really miss my friends, I miss seeing them everyday, the 'Hi's n 'Bye's from them in school...

I wont change even with the flow of time...
unlike memories.

Non-Stop. Play.

2008-01-03T17:23:00.000-08:00

Christmas Countdown 241207 (:

2506 had a mini gathering on christmas eve to celebrate christmas! Hahaz.

We originally planned to have dinner at pizzahut but there was a long queue at pizzahut so we went to Mcdonald's instead. And I miss the indian guys' lame jokes. They were really busy that day because everyone else booked them for gatherings and they were really nice to squeeze out that little amount of time to join us if not I think our class gathering is really quite pathetic with only that few people, can be counted using your 8 fingers. Boo~

We sat at the McDonalds' at marina square for quite long before we left for the Esplanade/Singapore River and Fullerton hotel. Tianshi n Wilson came to join us after that.

We took quite a lot of zi-lian photos there especially Sharon n I. HAHA! Ok no lah, is actually I pulled Sharon to take those photos with me.

We had our own solo pics too! Each n everyone of us. hahaz.

We walked around Fullerton hotel. Quite grand and I like the ambience there especially the orange lightings and the christmas decorations. We went up to the hotel rooms and sat there for hmm...half an hour? then we got chased out by the manager or security guard...hahaz...

CHristmas tree at Fullerton. woooooo~

Yah after that we went to Singapore River and started emo-ing... nah, not really, pictures can be deceiving. hahaz. We sat there for quite long and we talked about ghost stories.

My horrigible terrigible vegetable handwriting. =D

The few of us left our footprints there. 241207.

NOT vandalism! heh.

New Year Countdown 311207 (:

I spent my last day, last hour, last min, last second of the year with the 3 of them.

Yah these 3 people. Subee, Justin n Jiawei. We went night cycling again! And we spent one whole year together, from 2007 to 2008 that night. Cool hur? One whole year passed in just one second.

That night east coast park was filled with people and tents. We had our supper at the seafood centre, and I bought Western food. =_= hahaz...

Our original route was ECP to Old Changi Hospital and back to ECP and to town. But due to time constraints and our energies were drained, we decided not to go to town, since it was pretty crowded there too, the new year countdown and everything.

So yup, we went to old changi hospital again...argh...

We enjoyed cycling on the 7km new cyclist path to Old Changi Village. The 4 of us went crazy and started singing campfire songs, the oldies, pop songs, disney songs, chinese, english and what ever songs we could think of...

On our way to Changi Village, we met a lot of cyclists and they were quite stunned by our '1 2 3, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!', new year greetings from us.

As 2008 was approaching, we decided to take a rest at the SAF ferry terminal and celebrate

the coming of a new year. We had our own mini 'fireworks' there, the sparklers supplied by Subee and the firelighter brought by Jiawei. We went wild and misled everyone in a false countdown. Ha. (Pic taken from Jiawei's blog.)

All 4 of us are of the same height! Wow!

Then the 4 of us continued to cycle to Old changi hospital. Subee n I dont dare to go up so we sat at the bus stop waiting for the 2 of them. While waiting for them, Subee n I sat on the ground playing solitare n blackjack. By then it was already 2am in the morning. After 1 hr or so, both of them came down telling us about people partying there...O_o...and old uncles peeing there, asking 'them' for numbers. That night was totally unlike the night when I went night cycling with the big grp, ECP n Changi Beach were really packed with people.

So at 3 plus in the morning, we decided to cycle back ECP, hopefully there's time to cycle to town. I received a call from lao ming at 3 plus in the morning, asking me to call in to UFM 1003 to dedicate a song to her...diao...hahaz.

After cycling for quite some distance back, we decided to take a rest as our butts hurt. The 4 of us sat down in the middle of the road, in the middle of the night, in the middle of nowhere, under a streetlamp and started playing daidee. Wahahahaz... It was really peaceful and quiet there.

The ugly side of Singaporeans...talking about saving the environment?

The 4 of us and our bikes...

At around 9plus am after we had our breakfast at Mcdonald's and returned our bikes, we headed for home. The 4 walking zombies...

I made a wrong decision by following Jiawei n Justin to take bus to Woodlands and back to Jurong, to Lao ma's place.

In just 1 morning, I lost 5 bucks to SBS n SMRT because I forgot to tap my card thrice. Adult fare is so expensive! I arrived at Laoma's place 2 hrs late. We were supposed to meet at 9plus to play basketball, but I was late, extremely late. Luckily they had stopped playing basketball because my wobbly legs could support me no longer, could collapse any time. So we played Xbox, Uno and watched another gay movie. It was pure coincidence. Gay movie again. Somehow everytime when LRG get together, we watch gay movies. Arghhh...

This time was a korean film, the King n the Clown. It was even more disgusting than the previous Taiwanese gay movie, more gay, more niang, more I-cant-stand-it-anymore-especially-when-Li joon ki-is-the-niang-one. Throughout the movie, we cant stop criticising all the gays in the movie and it was supposed to be a very sad film according to Subee...but that's us, the lao ren gang.

And after watching the King n the Clown, lao xiu suddenly popped out," hey I think I have brokeback mountain at home!" Oh well, after the taiwanese n korean gay movies, the next is hOllywOOd gay movie...hahaz...and laoma insisted that I should go and find one gay movie too...since each of them had supplied one...laoma suggested japanese and BollywOOd gay movies. =_=...oh my god...can I not do this? hahaz...

After that I went home and slept for 2 hrs before going for my piano lesson. I was half brain dead playing my pieces...hahaz...

To be continued...

28th. My favourite day of the month.

2007-12-28T00:07:00.000-08:00

Ok 2 weeks of my life missing from my blog...gonna finally fill it in now. heh.
Let me start with...

Night Cycling @ ECP 141207 (:

(Sharon is dying to know about the night cycling. hahaz.)

50++ km to 60km in 9hrs.

From ECP to Changi airport to SAF ferry terminal to Changi Village to Changi Beach to Old Changi Hospital to Pasir Ris park to tampines to VJ and back to ECP.

And they wanted to cycle to town which is another 50km there n back again. Most of us felt like dying at pasir ris park and it was already 4 plus am so in the end we decided to go back.

I've never cycled for that far and that long before.

It was REALLY physically exhausting.

I couldnt even move my legs and arms after that, my whole body was aching.

But I didnt regret going because I got to know a lot of people, and become friends with them. (:

There were 16 of us including me, sidney and kiawee.

Before that no one knew each other except for maybe xiuyi n xiuxuan, the twins who organised the night cycling...a lot of random people like me who suddenly popped out..hahaz.

We had a mini orientation, which was quite useless because until now I still dont know some of their names...and I didnt know that wei yang n kai yang were part of our night cycling grp until we were at old changi hospital (after we had cycled 30 plus km). diao...=_=

And old changi hospital is really spooky n eerie. No streetlamps there to guide you at all.

So I didnt go up there but waited for the others to come down and tell me their stories. You really shouldnt go up if you have that sinister feeling.

Initially wanted to see shooting stars and meteor shower but we went too far from ECP so haiz...
We chiong to McDonald's for our breakfast and everyone collapsed there, totally no energy to pick ourselves up. And we had a yam seng there which was super embarrassing...hahaz!

YueQiu, Amanda(hiding behind...she was shy.hahaz), yvonne, debbie, xiuyi, zining, xiuxuan.

Kiawee, sidney, zhenhong, fadhli, yuan xiao the NSman, Anthony n juanchen.

Kaiyang n Weiyang were shy too so they didnt take photos with us.

The 3 of us. The :D , :) and :/

The photo was taken before 'THE GREAT FALL'...kiawee had quite a bad fall, and had to go for operation to shift his bone back. Sidney was being super caring during the whole journey after kiawee fell from his bike, showing his tender loving care, helping him do this do that. But hey, I did help too, I helped kiawee to clean his wound and wrap his bloody arm. hahaz.

At Changi Village. We ate nasi lemak there, quite tasty and cheap too! (:

At the SAF ferry terminal...Though we didnt see any shooting stars, it's a feat for all of us! 50++km in 9hrs!

(ref. pres wuneng's blog. 16th dec entry.)

So we stayed overnight and tah-dah...it's the next day.

Alpha Gathering 151207 (:

I reached home at about 10 plus am and slept for around 4 hrs before meeting Xavier, Vincent and Yuding and unfortunately others all cant turn up for the gathering. :(

Originally we planned to watch movie but because of dont know what Xavier and Yuding had been doing in the toilet for 1 hr, we were quite late for all the movies. hahaz. So in the end we went cineleisure to play pool. The girls all went missing lahhh...all no replies...rahh...

The zai-kias above. Xavier can thrash all of us using his left hand lahhhhh...oh yah and he's the one who taught me how to play pool. That's why I could win Jiawei and Justin in solo matches. wahahahaz...more about it below.

Vincent and I played 4 games and it all ended prematurely with me sending in 2 black balls and him 1, then the last game I was actually going to win but I sent in the white ball together with the black ball...arghhhhhh...

We played for around 3 hrs and left for pastamania for dinner. Then daryl came and joined us for dinner. We chatted for quite long, from prom then jumped to NS. Hahaz. NS is really fun! (according to xavier.) Bleagh...We ended our chat at around 10 plus...then headed home. Xavier is the best senior in the world! heh. ( He bribed me to say this...with a bottle of wintermelon tea...hahaz.)

KBox KLunch KPool 191207 (:

Early in the morning I met up with Siangning for a job interview at Suntec Toys R Us. Cool right? Can play with toys...BUT it's overnight, 2 days in jan. I dont mind the pay, 5 bucks per hour but mum sure wont allow and siangning's not free because her teaching starts in jan, so forget it.

After that, I went to join Subee, Jiawei n Justin for kbox klunch kpool at cineleisure...And I actually got lost twice, didnt know how to walk to cineleisure from summerset MRT station. Bleagh and I just went there like a few days ago? with xavier they all. No sense of direction at all.

Justin, Jiawei, Subee n Me. =D

Such a random combination. hahaz. Jaylo and subee can really sing very well, first time singing kbox with both of them. Both of them shang shen le shang shen le!! HAHA!

Subee dear. She has the potential! (:

Nice shot! Hahaz, look at their stunned look! I just love that table. Table 28!. My favourite number. heh.

Oh my god...Subee is so fair!!!HAHA!!! My photography skills not bad worrs...timer quite good. ha.

Then after that Jiawei left. So Subee n Jaylo n I went shopping @ takashimaya! I bought a pair of shoes for 35 bucks after discount! woooo~ A pair of super shoes with multi purposes. heh.

We had our dinner at crystal jade. The xiao long bao n ramen...slurp slurp...yum! We sat there for quite long, cracking some lame jokes which is logical, but somehow it's just very funny. Luckily we were there early because the queue after we left was really long. Then we went Heeren and shopped for some clothes for Jaylo. So fun! Subee n I chose some punk shirts and vest for him and he looked quite cool in them, like some korean/ jap rockstar, subee's favourite boytoys...hahaz!

( ref. Justin's blog. 20th dec entry.)

4L Class Outing 201207 (:

Met up with Faith, Heitung, Brandon, Junda in the morning. Yeps only 5 people turned up and that day was Hari Raya. Others at home celebrating hari raya? O_o hahaz. We decided to watch National Treasure at Plaza Sing. Quite an exciting movie, I will give it 3.5/5. Somehow I think all the movies nowsadays are commercialised, with a hidden 'Come back for more!'. At the end of the movie, they found the treasure which is the city of gold but I still have no idea what's on pg 47 of the book of secrets, none of us did. And Junda said," Maybe they will show it after the credits, let's go back and wait for the credits to end." We were like =_= ...diao...hahaz.

After the movie, Faith n I left while the guys went to meet other 4L guys who went to play pool, so in the end after that, it became an all guys outing. Hahaz.

Christmas Party @ Covenant Hse 211207 (:

Before I go on to write about the christmas party n LRG sleepover, let me apologise to Xavier, Vincent, marcus and the AJ alumni night cycling crew. I pangseh-ed them. *Cry*

It wasnt on purpose and I really really wanted to go but argh...difficult to squeeze into my schedule. I think xavier is still angry with me now. Sorry...

So that day in the afternoon, Siangning and I went takashimaya again. Takashimaya was crowded with people. I almost suffocated. And the promoter at the gift section wasnt very friendly, lousy service.

Then after that I travelled to Little India all because of my cousin Peiqi who wanted me to accompany her to the church for Student exchange programme cum christmas party. The students are all from ngee ann poly. I was really pissed with the student leader of this programme who was dressed in pink from head to toe. She stepped on my tail!!! ARGHHH!!!

" You are not allowed to join us because you are not invited! "

Attitude problem! So annoying! Made my blood boil. Cant she tell me in a more polite manner and tone?

But I still tagged along since it's a church, everyone is allowed to go in, and I promised peiqi to go with her so I'm not gonna break my promise just because of that pink panther. Rah.

Covenant Hse is called a church but not really a church, looks more like a preschool, situated at the old race course road. hahaz. The people there were so friendly!

The lady in black is Mrs Choo. She's the one who so kindly invited us or rather them to the xmas party. (: She's really nice and invited me in to join them in the fun. heh. She's a lecturer at ngee ann poly and I wanna thank her for treating us to the sumptuous meal.

Xiujun n I wore couple Tee...hahaz...coincidence, only got to know her and Haiqiong that day. The one with the bushy hair is my cousin. We had fun trying to understand each other's name. Mine is the easiest! YueQiu means Happy Autumn! heh. The 3 of them all have disgusting GPA scores of above 3.5. And I only knew that day that Peiqi has gotten a perfect score of 4.0. Disgusting! LOL.

We had a tower building competition and obviously the blue team won because I was in that group. hahaz!

Lao Ren Gang Slpover 211207-221207 (:

We left after watching the puppet show and I quickly rushed back to Jurong East to fetch LRG for sleepover at my place. Poor thing, they waited for quite long, carrying all the board games, DVDs n clothes with them. It was quite late and all the shops were closed. =X

They reached my place at around 10.20pm. Free chalet plus breakfast for them. hahaz. And they told me," Our presence is your best christmas present ever." LOL. Celebrating our 10yrs of friendship.

We watched a gay movie, dont know whether it's NC16 or M18. It was supposed to be a very emo film but we were laughing non-stop throughout the movie...And laoxiu n laoma claimed that I was hugging my bolster and stoning =_= diao...lah...hahaz...I was just concentrating watching the show. The 4 of them kope all my 5 pillow-cushions, and laoxiu kope 2 plus the entire 3-seater sofa and laoming n laoshu each occupied the single-seater ones. So me n laoma had to sit on the cold floor...rahh...

Luckily we are all girls, I wonder what will guys' reaction be if they watch the movie with us...it will be so awkward...hahaz

The movie was about 2 guys and a girl, a very complex and complicated triangular relationship.

Guy A likes Guy B and the girl likes Guy A.

Then towards the end of the movie, it went in another direction, and it became the girl likes Guy B and Guy B likes Guy A.

The ending was so I-dont-know-what-you're-talking-about. It ended off with Guy B telling Guy A that he will forever be his best friend. We were like O_o huh?!
The past 12mn latenight hysterical syndrome. We were so high...5 crazy girls. Ha.

Then after watching the gay movie, we had a karaoke session, singing Tank songs...woooo~ luckily didnt wake up my neighbours...hahaz...

Then after that, laoma took my harry potter book 7 and one of my beds and started reading, confidently telling us that she can finish in one night. Hahaz! in the end she didnt because she couldnt take it anymore and fell asleep at 5 plus in the morning.

Laoshu slept the earliest at 2am I think. Laoxiu was so awake and she started installing her warcraft into my computer. She wanted to teach me Dota you see...and what's so fascinating about Dota? It doesnt interest me at all...hahaz...in the end she gave up teaching and went on to play herself. Hmm...nothing else to do, so I and laoming watched this Andy Lau movie.

I was on my sofa and the movie hadnt started and before I knew, it was already the next morning. I fell asleep without knowing. Hohoho. Initially wanted to take pics of LRG sleeping but in the end I only managed to get laoshu n laoxiu's because I was the 2nd to fall asleep. rahh.

The next morning all 4 of them were complaining about my alarm clock, because they couldnt stop it from ringing and what's more shocking was that it didnt wake me up and I didnt hear all 3 alarm clocks ringing one after another AT ALL! HAHA!!
And laoming woke up with swollen eyes. " I cant stop crying watching that Andy Lau movie."

Wahahahaz...(I'm not being mean here but that movie is not that tear-inducing to the extent of making your eyes swell.)

We had kokokrunch with milk in the morning. Laoming, laoshu, laoxiu n I played monopoly while eating our breakfast and laoma continued to read my harry potter.

Wahahahahahaz!!!!! I made them go bankrupt because I bought over parklane n mayfair!

Then laoma went off for interview and laoshu went to register for her driving test.

So left laoxiu, laoming n me. Laoxiu went to play Dota, she dota-ed the whole night and it was still not enough for her. Laoming cried again watching tofu street...=_=...Bleagh...

We ordered pizza for lunch. 2 regular pizza, 2 garlic bread, 10 pcs drumsticks, 1 bottle of pepsi. 45 bucks in total. And we finished everything...EVERYTHING. Wow...hahaz...

It's a pity we didnt play basketball...argh...

I met up with laoshu after she finished registering for her driving test and we went bugis to shop. She bought a pair of boots. NICE! heh. It rained quite heavily that day and all the people squeezed into bugis street for shelter, totally packed with people. Argh...hate this.

Then after that we went to touch the Buddha at bugis, we attracted quite a lot of stares from passers-by. heh.

(ref. laoma's blog. 22nd dec entry.)

Yup thanks girls, had a wonderful night with y'all around. =D

Since we have been together for 10yrs already, why not another 10yrs and 10yrs and 10yrs more? heh.

First Initimate Contact 221207 (:

Then met up with Jiawei at city hall and had dinner at Thai Express.

I've really got no idea why and how I ate so slow, maybe because I was talking n talking..hahaz...

After that we rushed to raffles hotel jubilee hall to watch the play- 1st Intimate Contact, put up by 933 DJ 周崇庆, funny guy. Ha. Luckily we reached there on time.

It was a bit different from what I thought it'd be...because I read the first 2 chapters of the story on internet.

But I like the opening line and the closing line.

The guy 痞子蔡(opening) :

“如果我有一千万，我就能买一栋房子。

我有一千万吗？没有。

所以我仍然没有房子。

如果我有翅膀，我就能飞。

我有翅膀吗？没有。

所以我也没办法飞。

如果把整个太平洋的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火。

整个太平洋的水全部倒得出吗？不行。

所以我并不爱你。”

The girl 轻舞飞扬(closing) :

“如果我还有一天寿命，那天我要做你女友。

我还有一天的命吗？……没有。

所以，很可惜。我今生仍然不是你的女友。

如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。

我有翅膀吗？……没有。

所以，很遗憾。我从此无法再看到你。

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火。

整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？……可以。

所以，是的。我爱你……

Overall. I still think it's a nice play! (:

Oh yah and we met a few celebrities there.

We took a pic with Yvonne Lim, mediacorp drama queen, Best leading actress 2007!

Nice Christmas tree in front of raffles city.

Bleagh...I tried to use timer to take the picture of the xmas tree outside UOB bank.

Hahaz and I slipped and fell while walking...in the middle of the road outside swissotel. It was super embarrassing. I've got a big bruise on my knee now. And so unfortunate, there was a big group of people walking behind me. Argh!!! so diu lian...

Shopping with Hanhan @ Orchard 231207

Early in the morning Wuhan woke me up with a call. She pulled me to go shopping with her...zzz...orchard again...I was there almost everyday. The Sun rose from the West that day, she actually left Danny by himself and asked me out. Tired, but I decided to go. Ha.

From Far East to Cineleisure to Takashimaya. 1 whole day. I almost died.

And guess who we met at Takashimaya? Willie Tay! (for you info, Willie Tay is a guy whom hanhan is so crazy over since secondary school days when they met at mediacorp.)

He walked past us and hanhan immediately recognised him," OMG OMG OMG, WILLIE TAY!! AHHH!!!" I was still like huh?! confused...willie tay? oh willie tay!...hahaz! But she wasnt very sure if it's him so she chased after him, he walked sooooo fast and we could only see his backview. We followed him from one end of taka all the way to the other end of wisma and still couldnt get to see his face to confirm it's him. And hanhan didnt dare to call him. In the end, she shouted his name from the bottom of the escalator as he was going up. Then he turned. It really was him! Everything was so drama! LOL!

Yup, in the end they talked on phone...

That night I went Yew Tee to stay with Peiqi because aunt they all went malaysia.

Tired.

To be continued...

random post

2007-12-20T07:53:00.000-08:00

It's really difficult to forget all these.
I tried but really cant.
I really want to ask why? How did it turn out to be like this? Have I done anything wrong?
I thought you'll be different, different from others but I was wrong.
Or the problem lies with me?
I really dont want to think so much.
I hope this will be the last and will never repeat itself for I've half given up hope.
I tried to keep my mind occupied so that I wont think too much.
Maybe this is just one of the obstacles in life that I've to go through to experience the full impact.
Maybe I just need more time and space.

I once had a little butterfly on my palm. I wanted to keep it but I thought maybe letting it go would be better for it for it didnt belong to me and I know it will never be. I decided to let it fly. Though it only spent a few seconds resting on my palm, that short period of time really matters...up till now.

Let me embrace this world.

To be continued...

2007-12-11T19:22:00.000-08:00

Home alone for 2 weeks starting from today. =D

No more free air tickets for me this year.

By right I'm still entitled to 1 more free air ticket because I didnt use it last year BUT...dad's company said CANNOT! YOU ARE 18! so too bad...

That's just one of the reasons.

I still have unfinished work.

Life is not that easy, yah?

And I cant multitask! so everything one by one...it takes time...

Thing is, I'm not busy, yet I'm busy. Paradox. Irony. Contradiction.

Do you feel the sudden emptiness in you after A levels?

Weird. Life goes on n on n on for me.

Sisters working and brothers going NS...

Me? Neither working nor going NS.

I'm enjoying life...to a certain extent...or rather, a balanced life, mugging and slacking at the same time. Ok mugging has a negative connotation. No no no, I chose to take the test so overall, I'm still enjoying life. (: ...just that I have to improve on my time-management. hahaz.

Recently I'm addicted to this show called dou niu yao bu yao, on street basketball.

I really admire girls who can play basketball on court wearing 2-inch-high heels.

WOW!! n OUCH!! hahaz.

The other Lao ren gang-ers are watching the show too. We love basketball. =D

I feel like going overseas for overseas CIP, going to orphanage to help out. A few years ago, mum bought 2 big bags of clothes and donated to the Shanghai Orphanage, the kids there were so happy when they saw us. And the orphanage is like a castle, much bigger and prettier than AJ. hahaz. They even have statutes of snow white and the 7 dwarfs, the place is really like disneyland.

Since I'm still young and I've got no other committments now, I can do more voluntary work...hahaz

Maybe I should go back to Tzuchi these few days, havent been there for like...erm...2 years?

And it has shifted to pasir ris...zzzzzz...never mind, Singapore is small.

And I heard from joyce that all the 3 Universities have Tzuchi as a cca...ohh~

ok off to the airport...

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What is most valuable is not what we have in our lives but who we have in your lives.
It only takes a few seconds to hurt the people you love, and it can take years to heal.

2007-12-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

Currently I'm at my cousin's house using her laptop...hahaz she's having exam in school now.
Luckily I came at the right time to stay over at her place, if not she will ask me to write reports for her again...arghhhh...
Anyway yah I came at around yesterday afternoon and those kids pulled me to play blokus with them. Arghhh...I cant believe I lost to JingShiuh, bohyang and my sis. Before I came, dad was cursing me saying that I sure cant win them because dad lost to them too...wahahahaz.
What a strategy game! It's a game which tests your creativity, you have to strategize, block others' way and at the same time occupy as much space on the board as possible. And jingshiuh was constantly giving me advice on what counters to put on the board.
JS:' No! You must put this because it has the largest area and perimeter.'
Me: *stunned* 'Maths...I see...'
But in the end, I still lost to them.
Nevertheless, I still love family games...(:

Hmm...what have I done in the past week?

Kbox with Lao ren gang
Ok let me just quote 1 paragraph from lao ma's blog...
Lao ma: "KBOX!!!
haha i was singing the lara part of shan hu hai
den mingxi thought it was the original
(: beams.
yueqiu was laughing her head off hMph.
lol and poOr yueqiu
she got bullied the whole day in kbox
esp after xiuyi came,
all 3 of us turned against her hur.
oOps. jenny not there to save her lalalala.
LETS GO AGAIN(:tho its ex): wallet no money): "
I have such evil friends...rahh...if only lao shu was there...
I shall post the ugly side of you people here...yes the videos which I took...HAHA!
But true, lao ma n lao ming's singing were fabulous...so original! =X
Me n lao xiu were psycho-ing lao ming to join project superstar next year, we will definitely give her fullest support! =D
That day we also met this guy.
He saw me and came over.
Him: Hey I think I know you.
Me: Sorry I dont know you. ( I decided to walk away with laoma n laoming.)
Him: Were you from Shuqun?
(I stopped and turned to look at him...but I really cant remember him.)
Him: I was in the class beside yours. I remember you, you were from 6G right?
Me: Oh hi! No, I'm from 6H.( I gave him a wide smile and I walked away with lao ma n lao ming...hahaz)
It's not that I'm being unfriendly or what, it's just that I really dont know him.
Singapore is really small. hahaz.

Phrygian Piano Recital Concert @ Raffles Hotel
I went with my mum, sis, uncle, aunt, jingshiuh, bohyang. Peiqi didnt join us because she has exams, wasted lah...
The concert wasnt too bad, in fact some pieces were quite impressive like Ryan's First Love and some others which I cant really remember.
Ryan really played that piece very well, he dedicated this song to this special person who unfortunately couldnt come. I could totally see, hear and feel what he's trying to express in that piece and it touches me and many others sitting in the concert hall. I guess he has a lot to say to that girl. When words fail, music speaks. My uncle's colleagues were there too and they too commented that Ryan's good. *clap clap*
Oh yah! The emcee was very very VERY funny.
He was VERY nervous and he had to start the introduction all over again.
Robert: 'Good evening everyone. Welcome to Play By Ear's 4th Piano Recital Concert. *some text missing* Let's try not to make this very formal because this is making me very nervous now, sorry let me start again. Hurhur.'
hahaz...
Overall, he wasnt that bad, in fact quite entertaining towards the end.
Surprise, surprise...I met the panther house captain and his friends, including another AJCian.
I knew I will meet some familiar faces. It's a small world after all. hahaz...

Astro Picnic @ Pasir Ris Park
Only 8 of us went.
Kiawee, wenzhao, felicia, priscilla, seng yap, jinhock and weiting.
The purpose of this picnic is to send wenzhao n matthew off but matthew couldnt come. =X

Hehheh...
helping youwei to advertise this campus reporter thing...
"hey guys!
here's how it goes, i happened to represent SP to enter the CAMPUS REPORTER organised by 88.3Fm and i'm in the finals liao.
hahax!! i appreciate all the help and supports from your guys!!!millions thx to all^^!
Finals will be held on 8thDec at Jurong East,IMM. so DO come down to support me worh!!!
thx once again!"
I realised I've missed the sms n online voting deadline...so yah pls do support him...hahaz...

Tag replies
wanyi- hahaz you are not fat enough for me to hug, I'm scared I'll break your bones.
xianhui- hey thks! hahaz if only there's a totoro for me to hug too...(: actually is subee who chose that pair of sunglasses for me...
jaylo- yah lor...I will really kill you one day...nonsense...grr...hahaz...and you are slowww...tigger has always been cute.(:

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I'm really really REALLY in love...

...with basketball. (:

2007-11-29T05:36:00.000-08:00

Life is so vulnerable.
I just got the news today that one of the dragonboaters who died in the accident was my RV senior.
He was from my senior class, taught by Princess Jessica.
I was talking to lao xiu on the phone just now, telling her about this.
Apparently she doesnt care, giving me that it's-none-of-my-business tone.
Oh well, yah it doesnt really concern us because we dont know him personally, only saw him once a few years ago at Princess Jessica's wedding.
But I do feel for them, losing your loved ones in an accident...
Sometimes it is only when someone we love has left us then we realise that we really need them by our side.
And we regret not doing what we wanted to do or could have done.
Regrets, regrets and regrets.
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Dear Senior,

Rest in peace.

2007-11-27T21:05:00.000-08:00

HAHA. A level's OVER.

It took me 1 week to register this.

Hmm...what have I done for the past 7 days?

Tuesday - 20/11/2007
9.15am- End of physics paper.

'I've to rush home and study for my next paper.'
'Wait, THIS is the LAST paper.'
'Is this the end of A levels?'
'Is this the moment I've been waiting for?'
'Why am I still thinking about the physics MCQs?'
'Wait, something is not right.'
'Girl, it's really the end of A levels.'
So many thoughts rambling about in my mind.
Yah I think I'm just not used to this sudden change.

Well, after physics paper Siangning n Subee n I went to ECP to cycle!
As usual after every exam we will immediately chiong to ECP to cycle and do crazy things there. Hohoho...
I cycle really slow and they keep complaining, from the pond all the way to bedok jetty. rahh...
And they have to stop every 10 min just to wait for me to catch up. =X
After that we went to Parkway to shop shop shop.
Subee n I bought a pair of sunglasses each, it's pretty cool but Lao ma today commented that mine looks cheap...=_=''' ok fine...hahaz...
Then Subee left us to join her friend at Vivo so Siangning n I went to Kinokuniya to READ BOOKS...yes we spent around 3 hrs, sitting at a corner reading our books...and in the end we didnt buy the books...=X

Wednesday- 21/11/2007
Class outing aka group outing with the donuts.
We had our lunch cum dinner at seoul garden, and we ate non stop, wolfing down 2 tables of food! Wow...
Then after that we went to arcade and bowling.
Totally off form that day, I only knocked down 49 pins, not even 50...argh...but I did retain my 1st position in Daytona, hahaz...no lah, actually is because dean knocked into the wall in the last second, allowing me to drive past him.

Thursday n Friday- 22/11/2007 n 23/11/2007
I slept for 2 days.
Not the full 48 hours but roughly there.
I also finished the korean drama 'Tree of Heaven', I hate the ending because the lovers didnt get together in the end, typical korean drama with 4 male n female main leads.
The last episode is tear inducing...'Hanna, I'll be your tree and protect you forever...'...

I spent the rest of the time playing escape rooms with Subee, Weekiat and Casper.
I was always the last one to break the codes and get out of the rooms, frequently relying on them to drop me clues. The green room n the pursuit room were the most challenging of all, they really test your IQ, common sense, logical thinking n perseverance. But at least I managed to get out of the blue room on my own...hahaz...
Weekiat is really a genius, he took only 2 hours while I took 5 hours to get out of the crimson room...O_o Impressed.

Saturday n Sunday- 24/11/2007 n 25/11/2007
Did some housework, tidied up my room.
Mai lao shi called, asking me to go back for piano lessons.
Haiz...another major exam coming up. This time I wont falter and let history repeat itself, but easier said than done...argh...

Yesterday- 26/11/2007
I went Kboxing with Weekiat n Weixing. Yah the one which I owed them.
Argh...I just realised that I owed so many pple kbox...=X
1 with Subee n dean, 1 with Lao ren gang, 1 with ahma n joyce, 1 with Jiawei n Weixing, 1 with priscilla, felicia n sengyap. Oops...

Today- 27/11/2007
Went shopping with Lao ma n Lao ming. Lao shu n Lao xiu had to work so didnt join us. =(
I really miss them loads and the other lao ren gang-ers.
2 more weeks to our 10th year n 2 more days to our steamboat outing. hehheh looking forward to it.
We entered 3H togther, we left 6H together.
We entered RV together, we left RV together.
Affinity maybe...some things need not be said and we just understand.

I planned to go Korea with jiawei, weixing, qiuyan n yuling for the Deunyagm camp organised by YMCA, but in the end, no one is going...=(
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If my feet aren't cold, my heart is...

race car is race car spelt backwards...

2007-11-18T13:40:00.000-08:00

_ Reaching for the stars._

2007-11-14T21:05:00.000-08:00

Should I count myself lucky or unlucky?

A lot of events occurred during this period.

I cant wait for the 21-days-exam to end.

The I-cant-get-a-cab incident before GP paper, the I-broke-my-spectacles incident before physics paper and the I-lost-my-IC incident before econs paper...Those are enough, really enough to make me remember this exam for life...yah challenging n exciting just like the papers hahaz

Similar things happened during O levels, like my nose started bleeding while doing English comprehension paper...O_O

Yeah 2 more papers.

'Just do your best n God will do the rest!'- This is what Mr Ang told us.
Supply is really inelastic...hahaz...

Endure! =D

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I did a good deed today.

An old peh peh approached me today while I was waiting for 852 at the bus stop outside AJ after the econs paper.

I was alone and there was no one at the bus stop. All the H2 econs students have gone home. I came out quite late because I have to look for the CPE n patrick lim regarding my IC and this is the 1st time I realise that patrick lim has a fatherly look, he found my IC! ...hahaz...

Yah at first I was quite scared when the old peh peh walked towards me n said something very very soft which I later figured out that he was actually asking me for money to take MRT.
And this reminds me of the do-you-have-a-$1-coin-or-2-$1-coins-? incident last year.
At IMH for SL project. Remember? O_o
I know I'm stupid but at least I paid 1 buck to learn a lesson.
And somemore that old peh peh asked for 2 bucks only which I think is reasonable to travel from yio chu kang to tampines so I gave him my 2 bucks. I will be quite upset if he is a conman, but anyway I hope that 2 bucks is enough for him to pay for train fares. (:

And yah it looks like I cant get to watch Jay chou's concert again next year. Haiz...sad...
Can you believe it? the tickets are sold out in just 1 week! and for 2 days somemore!.
What's more infuriating is that some cunning, despicable people are selling his tickets for 600 bucks on ebay! So annoying.
But demand is inelastic. To maximise profits of course raise price lah...arghhhh...and this captures all the consumer surplus and reduces consumer satisfaction...yada yada...
Sorry, too much econs...hahaz...
Nvm it's okay, it's only jay chou...=P

When are we getting back our results next year?
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A leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit?
Or is it because the tree did not ask her to stay?

2007-11-06T20:17:00.000-08:00

I was talking to papa over the phone just now.
I realised that many a times we dont usually get what we really really want.
It's been 2 yrs since I've experienced this the 1st time in my life and until now I still cant accept the brutal truth.
Maybe I'm too narrow minded or I'm just being too pessimistic.
Looking at the hundreds and thousands of JC students, friends and peers around us, hardly we will find anyone who heck care about studies. As we proceed on to a higher level of education, the standard gets higher and the people around us become more competitive, to an extent that we lost our ability to make simple commitments. That's very sad, isnt it?
And of course, 希望越高，失望越大...
Whatever it is, I'm still learning how to change myself to suit the environment rather than changing the environment to suit myself and that's the key to happiness! It's all about perception, how you view things from different angles, attitude towards life...nothing in this world is absolute and nothing is impossible...I want to be a better person, to build a better me, to build a better world...
Idealism is really very far from reality, but, change what you cant accept and accept what you cant change!

ok reality check.
6 more papers to go.
Cant afford to screw up anymore papers.
Yah I will fight till the end.

2007-11-05T12:14:00.000-08:00

I screwed up my chemistry paper 3.

I am disappointed with myself for not putting in my best.

This feeling of insecurity is terrible.

2007-11-02T14:29:00.000-07:00

I came across this article when I was reading Yahoo news...so interesting...enjoy. =]

Lefties VS Righties

The mysteries of lefthandedness

"Plato and Aristotle puzzled over lefthanders, as did Charles Darwin. What determines "handedness"? Why are only 10 percent of us lefthanded, and why did the ratio seem to change over the last century? Are lefties somehow different - less healthy, more creative?

With brain scanning and the latest genetic technology, scientists are finally starting to crack the mysteries. Lefthanders really are special, and the ways they differ are yielding insight into human diversity - especially how one person's brain differs from another's.

"Lefthandedness is connected to a lot of neurodevelopmental disorders," says Daniel Geschwind, a UCLA expert in what is known as neurobehavioral genetics. People with autism and schizophrenia are more likely to be lefthanded, he says. "But with that risk, there is also gain."

Look at MIT professors or musicians or architects, he suggests, and you'll see a slightly higher percentage of lefthanders than in the general population. Neuroscientists are beginning to figure out why.

The brains of lefthanded people develop more freely in utero, they say, allowing the organization to stray more from the standard design.

In most people, experts say, the left hemisphere of the brain specializes in tasks that are performed in sequence, such as reading and speaking; the right does more holistic processing, like that needed for visual perception. Most people have a dominant left hemisphere, and since each hemisphere controls the opposite side of the body, most of the population is righthanded.

A large body of research shows the majority of righthanders follow the typical pattern, using the left hemisphere for language. Lefthanders' brains appear less predictable: About half have language abilities concentrated in the left, 10 percent in the right, and 40 percent make use of various regions on both sides.

In humans, handedness runs in families, though not in an easily predictable way. Lefthanders are about twice as likely as righties to produce lefthanded children, but most of their offspring will still be righthanded.

Other scientists are examining how LRRTM1 and other genes might tie lefthandedness loosely with all sorts of characteristics. Various studies have found weak but statistically significant associations between lefthandedness and schizophrenia, autism and even homosexuality.

Psychologist Ronald Yeo of the University of New Mexico thinks the common link is a kind of flexibility known as developmental instability. Roughly, this describes the tendency to get off track during development, he says, freeing some brains to vary from the majority design, with each component in its place.

That may allow for novel ways of arranging the brain. Perhaps only an unusual configuration can produce an artistic and scientific genius like Leonardo da Vinci, who was reportedly both lefthanded and gay.

Lefthandedness studies, Yeo says, "have proven to be an avenue into understanding more general issues in how human beings develop and where variation comes from." In doing that, they sometimes overturn long-held beliefs.

Yeo reanalyzed a study that relied on death records to show that lefthanders died an average of seven years younger than righthanders but found that its conclusions were based on the incorrect assumption that the percentage of lefthanders has remained steady over time.
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I hope what I fear is just a fear, not the truth.

2007-10-18T13:46:00.000-07:00

my heart shattered

bits n pieces

it's painful and it's really painful

if you focus on what lies in the past, you will never focus on what lies ahead.

I spent quite some time to think through all these. it has been bothering me for quite long and what I fear the most seems to have happened...or maybe going to happen...sooner or later...

miracles do not happen by themselves

they are created by people

let me create a miracle for you

"what if I die one day?"

you'll regret for not doing what you want

go n do what you really want to do

you'll have my support. jiayou.

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"if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder."

let the rain fall down n wake my dreams

let it wash away my sanity

i'll be fine. i'll be okay. i hope.

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Hi, I'm sorry I disappeared for so long. I know y'all have been waiting for my video and I havent uploaded the video onto youtube. The video was rushed out last minute and I didnt really do a good job but thank you for showing appreciation. I'll try to send y'all asap.

president: what class are you from?

me: 25/06

_Today's tomorrow is tomorrow's today.

2007-09-25T02:06:00.000-07:00

365 days, today's my happiest day. =D

lao xiu, lao ma, lao shu, kingchong, Serene, Wuhan, Xingyu, Weekiat, Weixing, Qiuyan, Jiawei, Rimmel, Joyce, Subee, Siangning, Ahma, Sharon, Yvonne, Wanyi, Xianhui, Dean, Jaylo, kaikai, tianshi, Zhibin, Nikesh, marc, sundaram, suren, jeya, hudzaifah, Patrick, Sidney, Kiawee, Eddy, Yuhan, Jiada, Willy, Terrence n Ms Chen.

THANK YOU!!!!! =D

falling maple leaves...
if only happiness can last for more than 24hrs...
If you get there before I do, dont give up on me because I will never give up. Never.

2007-09-18T07:04:00.000-07:00

Physics was horrendous..

I found myself in RV again doing RV physics...I really cant do those questions...

And I want to apologise to those who sat north south east west around me during physics paper, Yvonne, Joyce, 2606 and 2306, I'm so sorry that I had disturbed you pple. I was coughing and sneezing non-stop. I think that affected my performance too.

haiz..

So after physics paper, siangning, joyce, subee n I went to east coast park to cycle!!!

Yeah I love cycling n I love Bedok Jetty!. =D

Siangning n I reached there 1st so we rent 2 singles and cycled to bedok jetty and took some zi4 lian4 photos...hahaz!!! Then came subee n joyce...

the 2 of us...hopeless pple... we love the sea

Our bikes They cycled soooooooo fast lah...I was lagging behind...

Emo kias...
3hrs later...rahh rahh rahh...

4 pairs!! Guess where's mine...hahaz

chaos...

NICE!!! hehheh...a bit boliao...

Siangning is soooo strong...my macho nan peng you...

e Ape n e Pig.

I have the subee look...specs defines a person.

I made the wrong decision of taking 197 home, all the way from parkway to JE interchange, 1hr 20min of bus journey...subee was right, my butt did rot, just hope I dont get deep vein thrombosis.

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19/9/2007

Rahh!! The above was actually written yesterday 18/9/2007 after I came back from ECP, saved as draft.

Sunburnt + Flu+ Headache.

YueQiu is finally sick. I cant fall sick at this time. Better get well soon because no one will be at home to take care of me, to cook for me, to feed me medicine, to bring me to doctor, I will just rot at home and decompose even faster.

Got back some of the papers today. Very disappointed with my results.

I think I should go n mug now.

2007-09-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

Maths just makes me feel depressed.
I blanked when doing the paper.
Sore throat.
Shouldnt have eaten so much chocolates the day before.
I landed myself in a pile of Da Bian.
Physics was not ok for me either.
Anyway it's over.
I shant think about it anymore if not I will get into depression.

Hahaz. See me smile. =D

There was 1 qn in the physics paper.
Some buildings experience stronger vibration than others when there is an earthquake...something like that.
Explain this observation.

Someone: earthquake can only be felt in high rise buildings, a person living in 1-storey house will not be able to feel it.

Heh heh...not me not me.

Countdown 45 days to 1st paper.
Time is running out.
Seize the moment.
You ready?

Thoughts of a Singaporean child," I feel so tired everyday, can I not go to school?"
Thoughts of an African child," I feel so tired everyday, did I get AIDS?"

2007-09-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

YO! Hohoho...MIA for quite some time.
I know you pple miss me...hahaz...
I'm now chatting with Joel, Nikesh n Felicia and typing this entry...all at the same time...rahh!!!
The 1st qn that Nikesh will always ask me when I'm online is 'How's your revision?'
I knew it!! So I told him...I should go missing for a longer period of time maybe come back after A levels. Hahaz! And we agreed to go and dye our hair orange and dye our skins from black to white for him and white to black for me after A levels, switch skin colour but not race...but anyway we are all from the same race-THE HUMAN RACE...LOL! The indian guys in my class will start jumping!
And I didnt know that Parvarotti died 2 days again until Joel told me...T.T
I missed his concert a few years back. He's the 1st opera singer who can reach the high high C...WOW!
I want to announce to the whole world:" I LOVE MY JUNIORS!!!"
Felicia, Priscilla and SengYap.
They are my bestest bestest bestest juniors.
Before my GP paper which was on Thurs before the hols, each of them sent me a good luck+ Jiayou msg...I'm really touched...and luckily Pris lent me her friend's jacket that day if not I wont be able to finish my paper. Thanks girl! =D
And Felicia just sent me some confidential stuffs which are really very very very helpful for my GP n econs...Sorry cant say too much, it's Top Secret!
To my bestest bestest bestest juniors, jiayou for your promos!...and of course not forgetting my 2 bestest bestest bestest scouts juniors- Weirong n Ivan, jiayou for your O levels!...and my bestest bestest bestest junior buddy- ee chen, jiayou for your PSLE, thks for your understanding, I'll visit you after our exams. =]
And to all my other bestest n dearest friends, jiayou for prelims n A levels!

Wait, this is not the end of my entry.
Actually I'm writing this entry because I want to thank the taxi uncle who sent me home without charging me extra on mon I think...after tuition.
That day Me n Zhuojing were on his cab travelling all the way from serangoon to bukit batok where he dropped zhuojing and after that drove me to jurong. On the way home I chatted with him (I love to chat with taxi uncles `cause can learn a lot from them, things like TCM, the traditional methods to cure cold, injuries etc...). He shared with me his life experiences, his own philosophy...yada yada...quite interesting...hahaz...
The trip back home isnt cheap, cost me 18bucks!! and I didnt bring enough money.
I was thinking," gosh I'm dead..."(mum brought sis out for dinner with her friends so no one's at home) Fortunately he knew that I didnt bring enough money so he said in chinese," Uncle 知道你不够钱，不要紧，我载你到你家，算你少一点。" But still, I emptied my wallet, poured all my coins out and gave them to him. He wanted to return me the coins but of course I rejected.
Nevertheless, uncle, I will remember you, thank you very much.

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I got tagged by patrick to do this know-your-friend?O_o quiz...hahaz looks fun...
Ok I shall do the 2nd part of the quiz 1st.

1) Lao xiu
2) Weekiat
3) Jiawei
4) Lao ma
5) Daniel
6) Boonchee
7) Xingyu
8) Jaylo
9) Wuhan
10) Tongsanba

Is no. 9 a male/female?
`Female

If no. 1 and no. 10 be together, is it a good thing?
`Hahahaz!!! Fat Hope. She's mine.

How about no. 3 and 4?
`Too bad. She's mine too. Hahaz.

What is no. 2 studying about?
`PCME H2+ H3 Maths+ How to beat YueQiu handsdown in Hexic+ How to increase his [ ].

Last time i chatted with no. 3?
`our last kbox session with the kbox kukus

What kind of music does no. 8 like?
`Slow, soothing...love songs? O_o

No. 6 have any siblings?
`Nah

Will you woo no. 7?
`Of course!...if I'm a guy..hehez

Is no. 4 single?
`Of course not...she's double.

Surname of no. 5?
`Lee

Hobby of no. 5?
`Mugging?

Where's no. 3 studying at?
`HwaChong

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
`He's my brother scout...brother-n-sister kind of feelings

Where does no. 9 live?
`Opposite my house

What colour does no. 4 like?
`erm...purple?

Does no. 7 like no. 2?
`Wahahahaz...not gonna happen...they are 2 different pple from 2 different world.

How do you know no. 2?
`Sec1 n 2 classmate, tablemate, ex-nanny.

No. 5 have a pet?
`Dont think so.

Ok next...

1. person who tagged me:`patrick

2. my relationship with him:`friends...my 2nd bball shifu! hahaz...

3. my 5 impressions of him:`a confident, suave, debonair intellectual. you can knock him down, but he'll get up again.

4. most memorable thing that he had done for me:`taught me bball and helped me earn my nyaa gold.

5. most memorable words that he said to me:"Be not dismayed though crosses cast thee down, thy fall is but the rising to a crown."

6. if he becomes my lover, i will?:`hmm...become a bball pro? maybe MJ no.2...hahaz

7. if he is my lover, he has to improve on:`it is good strategy not to expose one's faults

8. if he becomes my enemy, i will:`hate him and curse him for life...send howler to his house.

9. if he becomes my enemy, the reason is: Not likely to happen, I only have 1 enemy so far, that person did some terrible things.

10. the thing that i desire most to do for him now is:`draw a smile on his face

11. my overall impression of him:`gentle-man

12. how do i think people around me will feel about me?:`happy-go-lucky, a wonderful friend!, ...random...full of energy

13. the character i love about myself is:`never say die.

14. on the contrary, what character i hate about myself:`stubborn

15. the most ideal person i would like to be:`YueQiu.

16. a message to those around me and those who care for me:`Who you are makes a difference- quoted from shavia tong

The end.

2007-08-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

Follow the notes upon the journey

At first sight marks one's destiny

Once the voyage comes to an end

Return lies within hasty keys

不管我们能不能再见

不管你会不会忘了我

我只想告诉你一个秘密：

我爱你

Shh...这是一个不能说的秘密.

2007-08-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

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2007-08-12T07:01:00.000-07:00

YOYOYOYOYO!!!!! =D
Adrenaline rush now...hehheh...
Changed blogskin to orangy tigger
Cute boh?
My tagboard has gone crazy.
But y'all can still tag! (:
Just scroll down to the tigger's tagboard and minimise your window then open again, should be able to tag. Hahaz.

Anyway...

This(up) reminds me of this(down). If this(down) is nice, then this(up) should be nice too...

Even hanhan who is never a jay chou fan said it's worth watching...so die die also must watch!

Happy bdae, Lao Ma, lao ren gang loves you! Ha!
Always look on the bright side of life! =D

2007-08-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

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2007-08-04T17:12:00.000-07:00

Random Thoughts

Are changes constant?

Fly fly aeroplane...
It's how much you treasure these memories.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

2007-07-31T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today's Harry Potter's bdae, not dan radcliffe but yah Harry Potter's. (:
31st July
My left eye's not getting any better but I think it's like getting worse after putting the cream n eyedrops which make my eye feel really very uncomfortable. When will the white discharge go away?? Oh no I dont want to go blind...
And it's really weird because I have to keep one eye close to read what's written on the whiteboard and people keep saying I'm winking at them...=_=... namely wanyi n gang..rahh!!!...hahaz...

These few days, I dont know why but ms chen keep calling me to answer questions.
11 times in 2 weeks and still counting.
Today is the 13th time. WOW!! Average rate of 2 times per hour per lesson.
The thing is, I wasnt sleeping, I wasnt stoning, I wasnt daydreaming, I wasnt talking...
I have always been attentive in class.
It all started with- " YueQiu, why are you smiling so happily?"- one fine day 2 weeks ago.
And following this is a series of all the chemistry tutorial questions targeted at me every lesson.
Hahaz...Ok it's hard to describe. I just cant stop smiling. =D Today after ms chen called my name, she saw yvonne smiling at me and called her to answer the next question. So the moral of the story is, if you dont want to answer questions, you better not smile during ms chen's lesson.
Ms chen is such a nice teacher cum senior. Yah she was from RV girl guides too, under Ms Tan somemore!! =D next time I shall go back to RV and dig out her guides photos...hehheh...

Ok moving on, I got tagged by sharon to do this:
Please read the rules first :
Each player starts off the game by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly.
In the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagging back.

Hmm let me 1st define 'weird'.
To me, I think the word means, behaviour that is different from others, my own unique/rare habits different from norm. Yah that's the meaning of 'weird' in my dictionary...hahaz...so may not be really that weird but just different from others.

1). I dont eat beansprout because I always think it's inedible. If you give me a plate of char kuey teow(or other food) with beansprouts, I'll pick them out ONE by ONE but I'll finish the char kuey teow...that's why I'm always the last one to get my char kuey teow from the char kuey teow stall because I too ma fan already, dont want beansprout...hahaz..

2). I drink with 2 straws yet I cant drink fast. I'm always the last one to finish coke/pepsi at McDonalds/KFC.

3). I walk down the stairs every morning. My house has lifts of course but I dont take lift down but up.

4). I can listen to the same song for weeks, from day to night...ahma n wendy knows because I've been listening to the same song on ahma's ipod for weeks...hehheh.

5). When I read comics, story books or harry potter books, I dont open the book for more than 90 degrees. That's how weird I am...hahaz...or rather, that shows how I treasure my books-only for those mentioned above...not so for my textbooks and chinese ci yu shou ce (my 'favourite' books during my secondary sch days).

6). I love dogs but I dont like cats (terribly scared of them.), because I was always bitten and chased by cats when I was young...for no reason!!! Anyway, they dont like me too. My uncle had 4 dogs and 2 cats last time. There was one time when I was holding a drumstick, and both the cats just chased after me. Nightmare!

Ok those are 6 weird things about myself.
Well, anyone is free to do this...hahaz...

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Stupid Shavia tong tagged some stupid things on sharon's blog.
When did I give pervertic looks to everyone?!?! RAHH!!!
Like what sharon had wrote, yah I'll kill you when I see you in AJ...!!!
Hahaz...

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Jay Chou is so talented. He knows how to play piano and basketball. =D
But I dont like to watch him play bball, all 1-man show...
Below is the link to the duet piece composed by himself. Nice! Enjoy. =]
http://youtube.com/watch?v=voxxTCRs7sc

2007-07-21T13:58:00.000-07:00

Chopin Etudes Op10 No.1

Enjoy the video...stunningly fluid...
Chopin's version + Godowsky's own version.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=fCNgsWN-RZc

This is one of my exam pieces. Chopin was a mad man.
I've been practising this piece for like 1 yr? And I still cant reach that speed and stamina.
How am I supposed to pass my exam?
I tried to train my arm muscles but I just cant reach that aggressive stage.
My teacher: Be more aggressive when you are playing that piece!
I think I'm just too weak, no arm n finger power, my energy drains at a much faster rate than others and my fingers end up numbed. Let me just break my arms...argh...
A person's personality defines the music that comes out from his fingers.
It is another way to express your feelings and emotions.
And I know what kind of person you are from the pieces that you play..hehheh cool huh?
An outspoken, active, extroverted person will more likely be more expressive in his pieces.
This is exactly what I lack in the past according to my teacher, lacking feel n colours in all my pieces. Now? Slight improvement but still only 0.00000001% of chopin n bach's standard.
Both are insane. You have to be good in maths in order to master bach's pieces. Because his compositions require you to do fractions mentally. His notes are always not on the beat and once you lose count, it's hard to follow...Maybe I just dont know how to appreciate their music.

I still prefer Richard Clayderman to all other pianists. He has really LONG fingers. I love his style of playing, it melts your heart and you can feel that you are in paradise...no wonder he's called Prince of Romantic music. There are 2 categories of music, I feel- One that defeats you which means that you are totally impressed by what the pianist is playing, usually the classical pieces and one that touches your heart and soul, usually warmth characterizes these comtemporary soothing music.
Lang Lang (my idol too!) falls into category 1 and Clayderman music falls into category 2.
It's difficult, really difficult to be able to master either one of these types of music.
Yah I should work harder to get my distinction. But before getting that distinction, I have to memorize my pieces and/or find a page turner, add colours to my pieces, complete my research paper cum programme notes, prepare for oral presentation, overcome my stage fright...etc etc and the list goes on...
Anyone interested to be my page turner? hahaz...

Anyway I prefer the Godowsky version, more modern feel in his touch and not as rigid as the 1st...hahaz...try listening to it again...

Today is the 1st day of sale of Harry Potter and the deathly hallows books.
Initially I wanted to queue up with hanhan outside borders and wait for the book, but THEN, her boyfriend danny said that he's going too, to buy the book for her...so I cant possibly stay there and be a light bulb for the whole night right? In the end I decided not to go. Even though I am a harry potter fan and it is the last-and-never- will- come-out-again book, it is a waste of time to queue up there and wait for the book to come out and plus the fact that I'm not buying the book. My cousin 'offers' to buy it for me AFTER my bdae as a belated bdae present when the price drops to rock bottom...Grr...

Serene went to queue at around 3pm yesterday.
This morning hanhan called me telling me that her parents fetched her home last night at around 1am. She had no choice but to leave danny at that place. And she told me that he stood there for the whole night and caught a really bad cold but refused to go home because he promised to buy the book for her. This morning he even sent the book to her house. Such a nice boyfriend! Hahaz and hanhan said she dont deserve such a good boyfriend because she always bullies him. Hmm...the power of love...hahaz...may god bless them...

The weather makes me blush too often these few days. Vessel dilation? Maybe. Hahaz and because of this, I've been labelled as the 3rd party between wanyi n yvonne by them. So funny! Hahaz...the people in my class are really weird. We are becoming more gay-ish n les-ish... our relationships: It's complicated!

'Something wicked this way comes...

2007-07-15T12:40:00.000-07:00

His voice of calmness soothed her soul.

2007-07-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

Friday the 13th.
Actually I was quite high this morning...really adrenaline rush man...
Then somehow dont know why, I was sunk in despair.
The Y-axis being my mood, has a -ve linear relationship with the X-axis being the time...ok lah, demand curve.

Before going for the Harry Potter movie, I played squash with SiangniAng, Joanne n Bee!!
Played for around 2 hrs. We took turns to play because we only had 2 rackets.
Quite shiok to smash the ball especially when the ball is hot and it can fly really fast with high kinetic energy. We just vented all our anger, frustrations on the ball.
After that I played alone and thought about some issues. Spinning in my mind as I was running and crashing myself onto the walls of the court. But have I thought it through? My ans's No. My leg muscles hurt.

>> Fast forward.
Joined Joyce, Wendy n Ahma for lunch at S11, just beside jubilee at 3plus.
We crapped and talked about rats in Jubilee theatre...hahaz...I've never been to Jubilee for movie before. Looking at the building on the outside, you would have the impression that the building's quite run-down and the movie theatre would definitely have broken seats everywhere and the sound system would somehow screw up when the movie was playing halfway through. But after settling down, I find it quite okay maybe's because I was in theatre 1? O_o
I sat with my class with subee on my right and joyce on my left. Both of them were so agitated when watching the movie. hahaz...I kept hearing words like slut, bitch and asshole coming out from their mouth cursing cho chang, umbridge and bellatrix...because they didnt read the book mah...so funny, wendy still had to explain to joyce!hahaz.
Overall I think the front part of the movie was crap, sudden change of scenes, too abrupt...I was like 'HUH?? O_o??!!!' If you didnt read the book, you wont know what's the movie's all about.
I find the part quite amusing when Harry suddenly kissed chochang. And Sirius just died like that...So unexpected! as in a lot of parts were being cut off.
The ending scene at the ministry of magic, mystery dept was quite impressive. I like the special effects and the actings. It was really tear-inducing...made me cry ):

Hmm...I will give 3 stars out of 5 for the movie.
I hope hermione n ron will get together in the end. They are sooooo CUTE!!!!
Hermione and Ginny are becoming prettier. Luna has a sweet voice and she's so dreamy all the time!! Hahaz.
Daniel Radcliffe will look better if he can still grow a few centimetres taller. =/

To be continued...

2007-07-06T16:15:00.000-07:00

HI!!! (:

Back to sch. Term 3 2nd week.
Hmm...I came home early today.
I am really very tired. I woke up at 4.30am this morning to do hmwk.
On the train home with wendy and ahma just now, I fell asleep and when I finally woke up, I realised they are gone and I'm at JE station already. Fatigue. And what happens when I sleep on MRT? The pple sitting beside me suffer.
And I want to apologise to Kiawee, the other exco members and my lovely n adorable J1 juniors.
Sorry I cant turn up for today's astro session. I just cldnt endure 7hrs in sch. Sorry.

Yesterday morning, I didnt finish my bread at home so I brought to sch to eat. I was eating my bread and as I was walking past the security guard, he shouted at me,"Hey GIRL! STOP EATING!" At 1st I didnt know he was shouting at me. It was only until the pple behind me talking about the girl in front of them eating which happened to be me then I turned around and saw the security guard pointing at me and shouted 'stop eating' again.
Is there a rule saying that you cant eat when you walk into the sch?? Rahh!!!
Oh yes yesterday I saved zhibin from doing the international trade mindmap. Luckily I reminded him to do econs essay outline during maths tutorial...and in the end he copied my econs essay outline in erm 5min...=_=
Then after maths lecture, Joyce, Wendy, ahma n I went to library to do physics. Then we got distracted by the magnetic waves in our handphones. Do y'all know that actually when your hp is batt low right... the radiation is the strongest and can damage your brain cells...so it's best when you sleep without your hp by your side and for guys...it's better for you not to put your hps in your pants pockets too. The radiation is harmful to you.
Next, GP lecture and physics lab lesson. Rahh!!! I didnt sleep!!! wAhahahaz.
Subee was like..." Amazing...I'm so proud of you...you didnt sleep during GP n Physics today."
And we got back our physics paper. So many careless mistakes!!! I left out 1 word in my definition and the whole thing is wrong!!! Heartache. 2 marks gone just like this. I got a B, overall still ok lah. Still have to work harder to get moi A! I know it's possible. =D Nothing's impossible and impossible's nothing! =]

Wed. Career Fair. I think only the STB talk's interesting. Maybe is because I know what I want in future. Oh yah I met that old uncle on MRT again!!! Argh!!! And he sat beside me again!!!
I will never ever forget that fateful day which we had chemistry skill A SPA exam. He didnt do anything to me but what he was doing to himself was utterly disgusting!!! I shall not elaborate further. I've never seen his face before but I recognise him by the dark green pants he's wearing. Uncles wearing dark green pants...eeyer...

Tue. Early in the morning I had gastric pain. Terrible.
Got back econs case study...failed... above class average but still lousy score.
Haiz...econs...How should I study to get good grades?
Xavier called me a few days ago and he told me that actually econs is not that you never study enough, just that you never ans to the qn...that's what his teacher told him last year, from your ans the teacher knows that you've studied but you didnt ans to the qn so she cant award you the marks. Yah I think that's the prob that most of us face. We studied and memorise every thing and we vomit everything out during exam...that's not what econs's all about. It's a science cum humans cum maths subject. Need to memorise and need to know how to apply also...and he said now left only 3 more mths...what I can do now is just hard mugging...):

Fear not! Be strong! rAhh!!!

To be continued...

2007-07-01T06:34:00.000-07:00

Argh...!!! I cant stand this anymore...
I'm soooooo scared of spiders now...
My cousins and my sister are keeping spiders at home.
Can you believe it? This is driving me crazy!
It all started with my 2 cousins, Jing Shiuh n Boh Yang.
Yes only boys like my cousins play with all those...lizards, spiders, snails and hermit crabs...girls like me used to play with chicks and rabbits ok!
And because my sis always play with them, now she keeps spiders at home too! Argh!!!
And those spiders lay eggs on my window in my study room and it's like 5 to 6 spiders gathering together...oh man...so disgusting!!! And the worst thing is that the eggs stick on my window and cant get rid of them!!

Yesterday I went to my aunt's house after my piano lesson.
Jing Shiuh n Boh Yang showed me their 'babies' or 'brothers'...whatever... They even had nice fish tanks which cost 50 bucks for those spiders to live in. Oh my god...
Boh Yang: Hey let me show you my spider...in my pocket.
And he gave me a toothy smile...hahaz...
Then he brought me to the kitchen where he n Jing Shiuh kept all their spiders.
Me: Where did y'all get so many spiders?
Boh Yang: Kor Kor n I catch them in sch during our breaks.
My aunt: There are even spider webs at home.

Reminds me of RV scouts. I will never forget how they torture those poor snails. They dug for snails and used them to scare us. Poor guides. Poor snails.

Then at night horrible Peiqi ( my another cousin) asked me to type report on e-grocers for her...zzz...reminds me of pw...
While I was typing the survey analysis for her, I found the ans that the students give are quite amusing.
Q: Are the toilets clean?
A: Female toilets are smelly, lack of tissue.
Q: Comment on the canteen food.
A: Milo too diluted.
Q: Any improvement on sports facilities/ equipment?
A: Use leather balls.
They have 4 canteens and they even have bowling day!!! wow...
Must crash NP next time...hahaz...
Have y'all come across this ad on campus Mr n Ms gorgeous?
I'm thinking of sending her photo there...she might stand a chance to win...wahahahahz...
Just go to the website and take a look...so many 'erhem' pple norminating themselves...
If my cousin really gets into finals must support her ok?
=D

2007-06-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

Hi! =D

Midyrs. Physically n mentally draining.
I had gastric pain plus hunger pangs during almost all my papers.
Bio students will know, you get hungry easily when you use your brain cells too much.
Hmm maybe...hahaz...

My handwriting is horrible when doing papers under exam conditions and it spoils my mood.

Mr Nescafe latte n mocha have become my exam companions these few days. I rely on them to keep myself awake and also because of them, I cant sleep at night. So my muscles started aching a few days ago and pimples came out in threes!

Overall I think I could have done better.
I think after getting back all the papers I really have to spend some time looking through all my ans and learn from the mistakes that I've made. I know everyone must be cursing the exams. It's ok to fall but learn to get up and dont be so stupid to fall at the same place twice, yah? That's the ultimate aim of education. Education helps and not destroy a person...building both character and knowledge in everyone. Right?
Of course I do worry about my results. 3 more months to A levels! Hey!
But, I will take a rest to recharge 1st. Finish my piano exam pieces by next week and start smart studying. I want to get moi Aces for Alevels, see that in my wishlist? heh.

So today after chemistry paper, I went to lot 1 to meet 2Aces, my ex-classmates and we went kbox-ing. Hah, reached there at 12 plus when we were supposed to meet at 2pm.. They too had their papers today just that they had maths paper, heard that it was a killer paper. o_X. Nothing to do, so I walked around and then this shop was playing the movie 200 pounds beauty, I stayed and watched the movie. It was endearingly sad. It’s about a superly obese girl with wonderful vocals who went for plastic surgery to live the life she wants. The song you are currently singing to, the song that's on my blog now was what she sang in the movie. And I find the lyrics very meaningful and touching too.

Byul which also means stars in korean.
param gyeoli changeul heundeulgo
nae gimalhan jakeun nawei pan weouro
areumduphge byulbijdeureul
kadeul chaewojuneyo
malhi aphahajimah
nalkkok aneunchae dadokyojumyeo
jakjara weouro haejuneyo
keodji mothalmankkeum himekyeowon aphawado
nunmuli apeul karyeowado
kajjimothal nae sarang aphedo nan useullaeyo
jamshimado kyeote haengboghattdeon giogdeureul
kashime kanjig halkeyo
du nune suno najin jeobyuldeul
cheoreom yeongwonhi

Translation:
the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much
they hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

Natural beauty or artificial beauty?
Nice movie starring pretty actress and handsome actor, should go and watch! =]

Yah so at 2++pm. Met 2Aces and started singing till 7pm. Sore throat.
They said I'm tone deaf. Really it's true. Even my piano teacher said that to me before when I was practising my aural. I just cant sing. I cant hit the right keys and I often sing out of tune.
Rahh!!

To all of you,
Laugh and be happy...only then the whole world will smile at you. =D

2007-06-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

Everyone must be mugging now. Are you feeling very stressed?

It's ok. I'm here to help. =D

This is what xiuyi taught me:

(You will need your GC with you)

Step 1: [ON] your GC

Step 2: [2nd] [ZOOM]

Step 3: Down button to axes off and enter.

Step 4: [GRAPH]

Step 5: [2nd] [PRGM] and you see the list of commands

Step 6: Go to no. 9 (circle) and enter and a + sign will show on the graph screen without the axes coz you turn it off in step 3, remember? so dont worry yah? =]

Step 7: Move the + sign using the north south east west arrow and enter.

Step 8: Move your + sign to somewhere else again, that will be your radius and draw your face.
Step 9: [2nd] [PRGM] and you see the list of commands again, select no.2 (line) and enter.

Step 10: Go back to your screen and draw your eyes and tails.

Step 11: [2nd] [PRGM] and you see the list of commands again, key in no.0 (text) to write words. How to write lehh? fear not! I'm here to guide you! Read on...

Step 12: [ALPHA] the green button and you see the green letters above the buttons right? You can type in whatever you want. (:

Note: Remember to save your pic!

And finally...tahdah!!! =D

And this is drawn using the 'pen' function in GC. Done by me and xiuyi in the library last time. Hahaz...

2007-06-20T08:39:00.000-07:00

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally).
And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

Your Birthdate: September 25

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.
Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.
You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control.
You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.
You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.
You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!

What Kind of Cake Are You?

You Have Good Manners 70% of the Time

Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette.
Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace.

How Are Your Manners?

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you!
People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

What Do People Envy About You?

Wow...

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)

Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men.
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

I got ENTJ last year...hmm...

You Are From Mars

You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.
You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.
You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.
Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.
So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.

What Planet Are You From?

Yay! Mars is a nice place...(:

You Were a Cheetah

You are quick and elusive, with keen senses.
You are able to have intense concentration for short periods of time.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

I'm in puma now not cheetah...hahaz...

You Are 67% Feminine, 33% Masculine

You are in touch with your feminine side.
Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you.
And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are Most Like Bill Clinton

No doubt, your legacy may be a little seedier than you'd like.
But even though you've done some questionable things, you're still loved by almost all.

What Modern US President Are You Most Like?

O_O Oh my god...

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a tempered, reasonable way of thinking.
You tend to take every new idea in, and meld it with your world view.
For you, everything is always changing. Each moment is different.
Your thinking process tends to be very natural - with no beginnings or endings.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are 60% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal
You're like most people most of the time
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

See...I'm unique...hahaz

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are confident and ready to tackle life.
You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.
You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.
You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Will Die at Age 76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

2007-06-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

I spent 6 hrs rushing out my NYAA reflections log.
Lousy quality. I could have done better.
I love basketball, yet I know nothing about it.
I dont even know simple basketball rules.
What am I doing?
Failure.

The gap is getting wider and wider.
I know I can never catch up.
The situation is just turning from bad to worse.
How I wish I can spread my wings and fly just like MJ on court.
I am just so hopeless, landed myself in this pile of Da Bian.
I am tired, really tired.
My fate has been sealed?
The basketball will always be in my hands. I will never let go.
I asked myself back then, will we still be the same years later?

The invisible dementors seem to have sucked all the happiness out of me.
At this point of time, I can only swallow my tears.
Words just couldnt come out.
Unbearable pain.
Happy Autumn is gone.
Who can lend her a shoulder to cry on?
Will she be back again?

Will the paper aeroplanes ever return to where the owner is?

You may not understand what I am writing, I'm sorry, but this is how I feel this day, this time, this moment.
I love all of you. Bye.

tag replies:
dean and xiao yun, guess wrongly already lah.
4, 7, 9, 18 and 19 are false statements, all others are true. =/

yijun, where did you go? MIA for so long. Never see you on msn and your blog is inaccessible.

2007-06-13T19:32:00.000-07:00

QUIZ TIME!

One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them on your blog and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Five. Get 5 others to do the same. =]

1. My favourite no. is 28 and I have a converse bball at home.

2. I drink with 2 straws.

3. I was in Choir in Primary Sch and had gotten a silver for SYF.

4. I'm in NYJC Squash Recre Team.

5. My nose bled when I was doing EL compre during O levels.

6. I drink ribena almost everyday in secondary sch.

7. I got distinction for Australian maths competition for 3 consecutive years in secondary sch.

8. I learn piano for 10 years already.

9. I wore Cedar girls uniform during 1st 3 mths.

10. My favourite colours are lime green and orange and yellow.

11. I came in no.12 for my house, minotaur in sec 2 during crosscountry @ macritchie.

12. I was the only one who failed my swimming test in my grp in secondary sch.

13. I have nvr skipped any lectures before.

14. I was in hospital for 2 weeks due to lungs infection.

15. I want to open a casino and a hotel when I grow up.

16. I had a puppy called beethoven, he died after 1 week.

17. My papa loves to go arcade, ice skating, kbox, play bball, badminton and go shopping with me, my sister and my cousins.

18. I can sing very well and I got through campus superstar 1st round.

19. I know how to play violin, flute and piano.

20. I got good progress award in Primary 1 and best performance award in Primary 2.

Anyone is free to do this...hahaz...

2007-06-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

1st and foremost, I want to thank YongSheng for helping me with my blog template... ok lah, help me do everything. 1001 thank yous to you. (:

Decided to change my blogskin.

Why? I like the the old blogskin design but I dont think it's very user friendly right?

So I went to blogskin.com and I saw this on the homepage and decided to use it.

I totally know nothing about html so I asked YongSheng to help me.

He helped me with the previous one too. And he replaced everything in a sec...I was like 'wow!'

So if y'all need help with your blogs, can approach him...hahaz...

I will write about birdpark CIP 1st.

Yesterday and today, I brought my astro friends and wenzhao's classmates to my 2nd home.

So we were split into 3 different grps - retail, hawk show and avian.
I went to hawk show yesterday, with cucuna couple and currypok.

Kiawee, Weikang, WanMun went to Avian. Patrick and Rynel went Research centre doing high intellectual researh work...hahaz...

And cara, aloysius, syazana and weiting went retail.

Seng yap and priscilla at the back,me and felicia in front.

We did a lot of crazy stuff...rahh...not really us but the cucuna couple. Seng Yap and felicia really have the same frequency. Those out of range ones. Hahaz. We swept and cleaned drains for them. Cleaned and scrubbed bird cages for them. Cucunas and currypok were asked to cut mice and horse meat for the eagles and hawks. Disgusting. The horse meat is from kranji. And the birds can eat 1 horse per week. Just calculate, 1 horse per week, 1yr = 52 horses!!!, 1 horse= 300kg of meat, 52 horses= 52X300kg!!!...terrible!...Zoo is even worse. 3 to 4 horses per week for the animals. Evelyn the birdkeeper told us that horse meat tastes like chicken but very heaty...hmm...I wonder if the birds suffer from constipation...

This is Ben, one of our trainers. He trains batman n robin, 2 very cute police dogs. Oh yes, he's my brother scout too!! (: Same family. He told me a lot about NS n army when we were plucking weeds. Everything is based on connections and not capabilities. That's the harsh reality. If Singapore really goes to war...*touchwood*...do you think pple will really stay and fight? I dont know. Ben's dream is to go Iraq and liberate the Iraqis. Just think about it, do you just want to be a normal person, hiding in your own shell, live the rest of your life working, earning money, taking care of children, looking after your parents? Do you not want to contribute back to society? Yes I think everyone will.

He's 3 mths old only!! And he can turn his head 270 degrees! Wow.

Today again we were split into 3 grps. I opted to go back to retails coz I really miss the pple there plus the fact that I know I'm not suited to feed the hawks and eagles and clean their cages for them. But for penguins, it's a different story...hahaz...
So me, wenzhao, yongyong and wanding went to wings! =]

Uncle patrick was there, but pam was off for today. Uncle patrick was as hip and fatherly as usual. Annie was there too. So the 6 of us spent our whole day at wings. Sold quite a lot of things...hehez...Yong Yong n Wenzhao both are natural salesman n saleslady...hahaz...

Things at the birdpark are really expensive but volunteers have discounts. =]

At the end of the day, Ms doris gave me a penguin keychain for free!! It's worth $5.90 ok...Maybe I'll be there next year as a part time worker. Love the place...esp the penguins. =]

Taken last year...feeding picky...

To be continued...

Next up: Astro camp.

2007-06-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to study with Lao Shu n Lao Xiu. I reached JE library at 11am, searched the whole building twice for Lao shu, but she was nowhere to be found. =X
Luckily there's this thing called handphone. So I called Lao shu n Lao xiu...ring ring ring...
No one picked the phone...ring ring ring...again no one picked up...rahh!!!
I got really frustrated `coz I cant even find a table to study alone, all the tables were occupied.
I wanted to give up and head straight home but hey my friends wont leave without telling me,friends for 10 yrs somemore. hehez.
So I joined the uncles and aunties at the newspaper reading area and shared table with them...argh...so pathetic right.
At around 11.30am, finally Laoxiu called. She had just woken up!!! Piggy xiuyi. hahaz...
And you know what she told me? Lao shu's at JP library...ARGH!!!
Ok...I packed my things and rushed to Jurong Point...supposedly my territory(both JP n JE), because I live near there. =D But ever since I went AJ to study, I seldom visit that shopping centre so I didnt even know that the library had shifted 2 yrs ago until xiuyi told me.
I had quite a hard time looking for the library so I sent a distress signal to xiuyi. Xiuyi is really my superwoman...hahaz...
And finally!! DADA!! I found the library!! Wahahahaz...
Reached the place at around 12.10pm, Jelly was quite apologetic and she forgot to bring her handphone...haiya nvm it's ok...=]
Xiuyi joined us an hr later.
We studied till around 4.30pm.
Only 50% of the time is spent effectively.
Another 50% we were chit chatting and playing around with our GC...wahahahaz...I realised that GC is not just a calculator alone!!! We can actually use GC to write and draw!!! wow Wow WOW!!! Xiuyi showed us how to draw an egg and a sperm and write I Love U s there. I dont know what's wrong with her, she loves drawing egg and sperm...hahaz...I know it sounds really disgusting but her drawing is cute and adorable...hahaz...And I saved her drawings. (:
After that we studied for awhile and xiuyi was suffering from boredom and went to find her cookbooks.
She's really intelligent...her ability to grasp concepts is much better than the 2 of us...and she said," study notes for what? it's useless."...hmm..."Gal, notes is useful lah..."...hahaz
Weekiat is another one...who doesnt study, everyday just sleep and eat and read harry potter books and yet can score straight As...rahh!!!...
Then we went on to criticise Singapore's education system. Students are made to mug every 2 yrs...how true...Is there really a need to mug? or just being kiasu?...o_O that's the culture here.
I and Jelly continued to study after that.
I managed to finish approximation tutorial, read through chem solubility and electrochem notes...topics that are not tested in midyrs...argh...nvm study for A levels...being forward looking...hahaz...
I was freezing in the library despite having a sweater...so we left at 4.30pm.
Went to JP to buy mouse for jelly's papa...then we shopped around and saw this gigantic enormous candy selling at 28 bucks...wahh...

To be continued...

2007-06-04T04:06:00.000-07:00

Feeling better now...
rahh!!!
Tons of things waiting for me to do...
But...Always look on the bright side of life! (:
YueQiu!!! Rock n Stone On!! hahaz...

If you get there before I do, dont give up on me...

Tmr going to JE library to study with Lao Shu n Lao Xiu after maths tutorial...
Hope Lao Ming n Lao Ma can join us too...
Miss them...
6 more mths n 2 more weeks to our 10th yr anniversary...(:

2007-06-04T00:03:00.001-07:00

I'm depressed.

Now is 3pm.

2007-06-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

o_O O_o o_O O_o o_O O_o ...try doing this...make your eyes go big n small...

I cant post on pple's tagboard...I dont know why...error 403...chatterbox is lousy...or is it my com? O_o...argh...

Just came back from my squash 'training'. Yah I'm in NYJC squash recre team...wahahahahaz...

Hmm after my camp meeting, I immediately rushed to NYJC to join Hong Siang to play squash. His senior came back to play too. Oh yes, yanrui was with us too... So the 4 of us played 3 quarter (whatever-it's-called) together.

Actually I dont really know about the rules of the game, just anyhow play and hit the ball within the boundary. Squash is really fun. Squashing can help one release stress too. If you still dont understand how the game is played, just imagine badminton n tennis combine together.

I think Hong Siang n his senior are really kind n generous by fang4 shui3, allowing me n yanrui to hit the ball, but at times they were cunning too, making us run back and forth. So at the end of the game, we were drenched. My face was as red as a tomato. Poor stamina I admit. Maybe because I'm just a beginner, I gave them quite a lot of corner balls which they were unable to hit but were still within the boundary...hahaz...

My weakness is that I cant hit balls that were reflected from the wall!...argh...tried many times but still fail...hmm...

I love squash...but I love basketball even more...hahaz...

I cant play basketball well and I seldom play, not as frequent as other bball fanatics but I have the passion for basketball. Watching bball games makes me happy...=]...dont know why...I think it's the coolest sport among all. Taiwan SBL coming to an end soon, Dacin tigers in finals, hope they will win. =]

`_rahh!!!

Ok that's all for basketball and squash...the bball part is so random...hahaz...

These few days, I've been listening to this song, really touching, maybe y'all can search for it and listen to it too.
United Superstars - Cry on my shoulder (Wer singt was)
(Juliette) Hm... Oh...
(Alexander) If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you’re feeling blue
(Andrea) If you wait for love and you’re alone
(Vannessa) If you call your friends nobody's home
(Juliette)You can run away but you can’t hide
Through the storm and through the lonely night
(Alex)Then I show you there’s a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
Refrain:
(Alexander) But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
(Juliette) If you need someone who cares for you
(Gracia) If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
(Nektarios)Yes,I show you what real love can do
(Daniel) If your sky is grey,oh let me know
(Andrea)There’s a place in heaven where we’ll go
(Gracia) If heaven is a million years away
(Stephanie) Oh ,just call me and I'll make your day
(Gracia) When the nights are getting cold and blue
(Alexander) When the days are getting hard for you
(Nektarios) I will always stay here by your side
(Daniel) I promise you I’ll never hide
Refrain:
(Alle) 2 mal what we love can do
what we love can do love can do
love can do love can do

2007-05-29T22:04:00.000-07:00

Falling so hard so fast this time...

2007-05-29T02:55:00.000-07:00

True Colors
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show your true colors
True colors are beautiful,Like a rainbow

2007-05-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

A no-look pass...
dribble dribble dribble...crossover...fly...dunk...
'_I believe I can fly...
Forever MJ...
His airness beyond greatness...

Hahaz, Well, I went for the bball finals held @ toa payoh on friday. Both girls and guys finals.
Actually I was given 2 choices that day(Haiz, why am I always in a dilemma), one, to play squash with Siangning in sch 1st then go NYJC to play squash with Hong Siang or two, to go toa payoh to watch bball finals. To many others, both are just a waste of time, but to me, they are equally important. For the past few weeks, I've been wanting to go Squashing but due to last minute changes, I've to stay in school for meetings. Astro sessions were also brought forward due to school concerts and other events. I think Ben was quite pissed off with me `coz I couldnt go squashing with him. And the 1st and only time that I went squashing with him was last week. I'm really sorry. On the other hand, bball finals- HCI VS IJC, I know hwa chong will definitely win this game but it's a BBALL match you see...I support the game, not the team...but since there are pple whom I know in hwachong team, the ex rvians, of course I should show some support by cheering for them...right? =]
For the whole of that friday morning, I was weighing the opp cost of choosing one instead of the other. So I let my friends to decide for me, I msged lao xiu they all if they were going for bball finals so that I wont be a loner there. But their replies were,"J2s are not going, J1s are." ok...fine...then Hong Siang couldnt play squash `coz he had GP exam the next day.
OK...final decision, I shall go for bball finals. Perhaps this is gonna be the last time that I will be watching an inter-sch bball match...hahaz
I manage to catch the 2nd half of the girls match- RJ VS VJ.
The match eventually ended off with a score of 50-53. VJ finally won. This year, Rafflesians were the ones crying. Tears of disappointment.
After the girls match, I moved to the visitors gallery to join AJ bballers...argh!!...I met Ms Tay and Mrs Toh...ARGH!!!...she asked me," Why are you here?" I replied," To watch bball finals and support my friends."
It was a horrible 5 min-QnA session with her. Before she let me off, she added,"Dont make yourself conspicuous."
Watching a match alone, that feeling is really weird, undescribable...maybe because I'm different from the others? Just imagine an AJCian among the Victorians or Rafflesians cheering for team VJ or RJ...o_O
Hahaz...luckily Zhibin n Patrick were there...
Everyone played well that day...really...once on court, no matter who your opponent is, you have to put in your very best to play a clean game...that's what I call sportsmanship. =]
Hwachong thrashed IJ, 99 to 60. Quite expected but what's unexpected was that hwachong was only a pt away from a hundred...wow...hahaz...

I realised that most of the RV guys joined bball in their JCs...I went for one of the matches between AJ n AC. Out of the 5 AC players on court, 4 were from RV, non bballers. 2 of them were previously my classmates...hahaz...and AJ won them. =]

Harry Potter is coming out soon...the last book of the harry potter series together with Order of Pheonix movie...gonna camp with hanhan outside popular...hahaz...joining in the fun, anxiety and excitement of waiting for the book. hanhan said I'm crazy `coz I'm not buying the book until the price drops to below 20 bucks. But she agreed to lend it to me if her bf is buying for her. =]

I miss lao ren gang... the days when we played bball together...

To be continued...

2007-05-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

Stripped this from someone's blog...hahaz really interesting...give you a clearer understanding on what the different sch cultures are like...

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the newbulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb??
A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

2007-04-05T19:52:00.000-07:00

Rahh...planetogalaxy is back!!! Hahaz...
Yesterday was a memorable day for me...maybe for many others too...especially those concert peeps. Not because of the concert alone but more due to RV small gathering? St John pple n 4L'05-ers n 2Aces...they are Lao Shu, Shuhui, Sabrina, Qiyuan, Weixing, Boon Chee n Xingyu...came down to support Wendy n ahma n ME of course...wahahaz...
They were quite surprised that I quitted harmoc and remained in astro...They all gave me that stunned look...hahaz...
While waiting for wendy n ahma, the RVians shouted our shan ge (mountain song) after seeing ASSian being so united shouting their ASS cheer...hahaz...the feeling was really good...it was a pity that we didnt 'sang' our shan ge earlier coz we 'sang' our shan ge only after everyone had left...I doubt anyone had heard it...so pointless right??....hahaz anyway RV to a certain extent rocks n stones...

The day started out with me n ahma making a dash for the school gate and the imaginery finishing line which separate the late comers from the non late comers...yeah we were almost late again...every morning I have to train for my shuttle run...and every morning me, ahma n wendy are always the last few to join our class...so pathetic right?
The day's lessons were ok except that I slept for AWHILE during GP lecture...I have a very big problem...I have no idea why I cant just stay awake for GP lectures...especially when watching the videos...I want to watch you see...but I just dont know why my eyelids shut automatically...rahh...And during physics lab lesson, my class went crazy again...I couldnt control my laughter during physics prac and Ms Ho thought I have psychological problems due to the hectic JC 2 life which is so untrue. I laughed non stop because through out the whole of the prac lesson doing our skill A practical exercise, she was using a lot of vulgarities cursing her pen, her paper and everything else...it was really funny...hahaz...
Then the guys also...Ms Ho called Zhibin out for some time...and the guys made a lot of wild imaginations...like "Ms Ho is still a Ms and Zhibin is young n hot..."...=_=...that's why lah...I couldnt stop laughing...rahh!!! Oh yah forgot to mention this...Joyce gave ahma n wendy n I, each one of us a tortoise keychain...it's very cute...hahaz thks girl!

Hmm yah...after prac lesson around 5.15pm, Xianhui n Siangning n I rushed to amk hub to buy flowers...unfortunately, we were a step later than huiqi they all and they kope all the nice flowers and we were left with dried and dying ones. Nevertheless, Xianhui n Siangning n I managed to dig out a few stalks which look more presentable that the others but I was really very jealous of Xianhui's pink flowers...hahaz...
After that, we waited for dean at KFC to have our dinner...n again walked briskly back to sch...I realised that I can walk really fast...hahaz practise makes perfect...now you know why I am always on time for the flag raising...and poor siangning was lagging behind...so sorry =P...hahaz.
And you know what? I met the person again...that person actually still remembers me...after half a year since we last met...hmm yah we will meet again, right? =D

Stupid Weixing was late...why? coz he was in sch painting banner...but anyway only miss a part of the 1st few pieces...hahaz...I think he was quite pissed off with me coz I keep rushing him and he couldnt squeeze onto 852 and in the end he had to take a taxi...wahahahhaz...

The concert went quite well except for certain parts like the skit...the spoiled mic really screwed up the whole skit...and yonghui's secondary sch friend was so unsupportive by shouting," jiang3 hua4 jian3 zhe4 yang4 xiao3 sheng1 sui2 ting1 de2 dao4!" hahaz the whole audi burst out laughing...so comical lah...it was supposed to be romantic ok!!

The concert ended and it's time to give out flowers!!! to our dearest sharon, joyce, wendy n ahma...and the last flower is of course from weixing to jillian...(:...and so sorry I didnt buy any flowers for the guys...joel still asked me," hey where's my flower? your ex-sectional de leh..." hahaz...but you can understand right? give flowers to guys a bit weird ah...so ok lor I decided to give them something better...A CD containing all the concert videos...or rather...most of the concert videos...I spent my sleeping time rushing out that 90MB video seh...in 4 hrs I think...I tried to edit and put in some video transitions to make the whole video flows well...yah can see and feel all my blood n sweat when you watch that video...muahahahz...you will probably cry...

And yah that's the end...(:

To be continued...

2007-01-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

Today was definitely not my day...how should I put it? A mixture of feelings...experienced high n low, down n up...like a roller coaster ride...both heart shattering n heart warming. Or maybe just fatigue? Lack of sleep?...leading to me having emos now?

This morning I woke up with a SORE THROAT...not that kind of normal sore throat but abnormal that kind. I cant even string a proper sentence to my mom. It's really that bad. But strangely, I dont feel the pain, but it's sore...just unable to breathe and talk, coz the inhaled air just brush against my oesophagus or windpipe...whichever you like...yah so it keeps on adding pressure to my throat making me feel so uncomfortable. By right pressure is force over area, air doesnt really exert a pressure plus the force that is measured in nanos acting perpendicularly down on my throat over a LARGE surface area so there shouldnt be any significant pressure which cause me the SORE THROAT...that's why I call it abnormal.

So this morning I really feel like dying...1st lesson was maths...still ok coz it's lecture so just listen lor...no talkings n actions needed...just sit there...it feels good for today only...coz I feel so dead today. No adrenaline pumped into my blood...causing energy-drained symtoms to appear visibly. Simply put, if I see you and I dont smile and wave and I dao you, something must be wrong...the problem lies with either you or me. Most of the time it would be me lah...

Then come physics, chemistry and GP. Physics...1 hr 1 qn. So inefficient and ineffective. This is what I FEEL. Totally lost grab of my attention and concentration. Maybe I was really just sleepy lah...wasnt in the right mind...no NO NOOOOOO.....

Then GP. Liberal Democracy. Went up there, impromptu and talked crap. RUBBISH!! I also dont know what I was talking about. After I sat down then my thoughts began to gather and finally come back to me. Argh...SO PISSIFYING lor...right right right?
After that something unhappy happened...it was so unexpected, disappointing, heart crushing...
Anyway...we won...yah...through bribery...cunning right? hahaz...

PE. Yes. PE and FULL STOP. I really have nothing to say about AJ PE. Just curses and curses and curses. My back is still aching now. I admit that I AM WEAK...but doing sit ups n crunches on concrete grounds can KILL US!

Oh yah I forgot to mention about the sexuality talk. Xavier came back and he was THE MAN on stage...long time didnt see him liao...hahaz. Dont know why the sch invited him back to give the sexuality talk when he has got no experience at all...dont think too much...meaning that he doesnt have a girlfriend, yet asking him back to share their experiences blah blah blah as according to Mr Larry Lee. So I find it quite amusing...Xavier and sexuality talk...like no link at all. Hahaz but anyway the skit was quite entertaining and he's the director, yes I knew it...all the actions and movements etc are all his zhao1 pai2 dong4 zhuo4. Then after my PE, we...meaning the alpha people...Me, xavier, daryl, xiangfeng, cherkain and vincent went J8 to have dinner @ PastaMania. We crapped a lot a lot a lot...then xavier told us a story...the ' who I am makes a difference' story which was really touching, inspirational and at the same time has that kind of sleeping effect, like being watered by some sleeping potion. Yah then only up till today then I found out that the 2 dollar notes that we have have 6 numeric number 2 on it excluding the serial numbers...cool right? Find it out yourself! =P

- 'Who I am makes a difference.'

To be continued...

2007-01-01T18:56:00.000-08:00

It's been a month since I've last wrote in.
Time passes so fast.
Just recently, I celebrated our 9th anniversary with LaoRenGang lunching at JEC and taking neoprints and window shopping @IMM.
9yrs...hmm really miss them alot a lot n alot.
Remember the days in Shuqun...every recess break we own the carpark playing catching, aeiou, Mr wolf, gambling, UNO...
Now they are all doing quite well in their JCs...and I'm happy to announce that LaoMa is the 1st among us to have found her happiness, her next half...CheeYang!!! Yes the campus superstar...hahaz...hope every year we can meet up (:

Not to say I dont miss my other friends...I do miss pple like superman, my childhood best buddy, really want to know how he is now in hwa chong. Hmm maybe I will go to your house and find you one day, play computer games and fold paper planes...hahaz rahh!!

2007, new year, new goals, new aims.

2006 wasnt a good year for me, in fact it was lousy and smelly. But I'm glad and I feel fortunate to get to know so many nice pple, great buddies. Of course there were a few skunky pple whom I cant stand having to see them almost everyday. Yucks. Once I hate you..I'm gonna condemn you for life just like Li Zhihong. The no.1 and only person on my hate list currently. Pls do not be the 2nd person...

2007. I just wish my good luck will balloon and miracles will happen. And I know 2007 will be a good year coz I saw a double rainbow on 1/1/2007. hehheh. Next is that I hope nice pple around me will balloon too. I wanna be a good friend. Since I was young, my grandpa has been telling me that one more friend gives you one more way, one less friend gives you one more dead end.

Yes. I want to get As for A levels. I want to get 6Aces. =X Aiming is one thing, whether I can get it is another thing lah hahaz. Ok you may wonder I only take 5 subj, what is the 6 subj? Piano lor. Die die must get distinction and slap it on someone's face. Wahahahaz...I am such an evil person...die lah...surely is because talk too much to ah gonggg liao then got influenced by him...diffusion and osmosis really do occur ok. Haiz...but 1st must conquer my see-stranger-and-screw-up phobia. Got this mental disease ever since I screwed up my grade 8 exam. Must pia!!!

As every student knows, most of our time is spent in school. This year, even worse, school ends at 4 plus everyday on average. So I think yes...gonna play hard and study hard. Must gather all my subj bibles and start praying and worshipping. But I will continue to play bball, captain's ball and badminton (:

Yah in the hols I watched this show called HanaKimi, a taiwanese drama starring ella n 2 fahrenheit members. Somehow this drama...hahaz ok cannot write here. Gays rock. Gays are girls' best friend. Da dong rocks. =]

Rock n Stone On =]

To be continued...

2006-12-06T01:58:00.000-08:00

hey y0!! (:

4th dec...28/06 gathering at our usual territory...east coast park...
We were supposed to meet at 2 at ECP.
But everyone was late. The earliest were Wei Ming n Wei Kiang. They reached there at 2 plus plus. Hahaz then me n Jia Wei were the 3rd n 4th to reach. At first Jia Wei n I were supposed to meet Wei Xing at JE then we go together but in the end Wei Xing had some OCIP things to do so JiaWei n I travelled all the way from JE to bedok. ( Hwa Chong is super happening!! lah...) After lunching at bedok, we reached marine bowl at around 3.30pm. Wei Ming and Wei Kiang were like super sian diao coz everyone was late...hahaz. So the 4 of us went bowling while waiting for the others. I got a pathetic 78 pts...but I did get a strike ok!! Then rimmel came. Wah...black beauty...hahaz.

After bowling, Jiawei n WeiXing n I went cycling...Rimmel n WeiKiang n WeiMing went rollerblading...Jillian n Tianshi went to makan!!! Hahaz.

From left- Moi, Qiwen n Yihui @ bedok jetty. Cycling ish FUN!! (: but so sad, Yuling, Qiuyan n Yuou were not with us.Remember the 1st 3 mths days...

Fast forward >>

At night we went to PS pastamania...

After eating...we did some crazy stuff...chao paiseh lah...
1st try...failed attempt...NG!!!
2nd try...oops...someone's feet are on the ground... NG!!

3rd try...shucks...too fast...cut...AGAIN!! NG!!

Then 4th...5th...6th...7th...8th...9th

9th try...RAHH!!! pissed off!!...okok paiseh...1 last try...hehez

10th try...YEAH!! Rimmel rocks...the guys rock...hahaz. See what I mean? chao paiseh lah...

Ok now the girls...

YEAH!!! hahaz

FUN!!! (:

2006-11-26T02:35:00.000-08:00

It's supposed to be holiday, but why am I stuck in Singapore? why am I wasting my free air ticket? why do I have so much things to do? and it goes on and on and on...
Well that's life and I am enjoying life currently...wahahahahahaz
For me, holidays havent started yet. I have just started doing homework only, graphing techniques 3, that's all.
Ok so what exactly am I busy with?
- CIP @ Bukit Gombak PAP
- Bball with Lao xiu and my bball mates (for NYAA)
- Project Buddy
- Class SL @ IMH
- Astro paint banner

Talking about SL, let me share with y'all what happened on that fateful day when me, siangning, suren, nikesh n dean went down to IMH to meet the patients.
An extract from dean's blog,
"___we took a bus towards IMH..
while walking towards IMH this weird guy approach the 5 of us..
and he asked..."hi do u all have 2 one-dollar coin? oh if u got 1 one-dollar its also ok.."
me, suren, siangning and nikesh dun have it..
then yueqiu replied.."let me check my wallet.. ah i have only 1 one-dollar coin.."
"yah its ok.. 1 one-dollar coin will do"and yue qiu pass the one dollar coin to tt guy, thinking that she will get a change or sth cos the way tt guy talks seems like he just wanna change his notes for a dollar coin..
but wad stunned us was that..the guy just walk off in tt idiotic manner.. and we all stunned.. yueqiu made a "donation" of grand total 1 dollar!!! lol.. and for tt whole day i was bastarding yueqiu for losing tt 1 buck.. haha..___"

Such an evil guy...next time before passing them your money must 1st take the money from them.

Then the CIP @ BG PAP.
I love those kids namely Kenny, Avion n Yicheng.
They are really fun to be with. I tutored them maths n chinese. In return, they taught me some rubber band tricks...I really went "WOW!" =]

Bball Bball!! My love. =]
Crazy over bball. I was watching this episode of bai fen bai lan qiu she featuring Jay chou n friends as the guest team playing against bai fen bai team, jason, xiao zhu n xiao gui. They are so pro!!! especially jason!! They played like professionals with so many bball stunts. Luckily I managed to capture some of those actions and movements in my memory =] And I tried on the bball court with Lao xiu yesterday but experiment failed. Maybe I should practise more...
There was another one which they invited a Taiwan National Player on show to teach bball.
He's Su Yi-Chieh 19 yrs old 28/1/1987 181cm 72kg Dacin Construction Player.
Stunned...hahaz.
And yah, next time if Jay chou is gonna play again, I wont watch coz it's all 1 man show. I hate it.

2006-11-16T00:24:00.000-08:00

Yoyoyo~
Today...Wei Ming came to AJ for lecture.
hmm...weird right? According to him, he came to AJ to catch up with what he had missed in TJ.
Well I think that's commendable. Isnt it?
Yah after Physics lecture, Me, Wei Ming, Cin Li n Jillian went J8 to eat.
Then we took turns to call brother tianshi to join us.
He was still sleeping at that time...grr...
So we went window shopping and sat down to eat something.
We chatted for quite long...glad that everyone was doing fine =]
At around 1 plus, we left J8 and went on our separate ways.
I took to dhoby ghout...went to plaza sing.

Ok from here onwards, you must read, the above you can ignore...hahaz
Just wanna share with you what I saw today at Yamaha, plaza sing.
Initially I wanted to look at those instruments but of course I have no intention to buy.
Buying those instruments will cost me a bomb. But I really like instruments...you know...wang4 mei2 zhi2 ke3...hahaz
Yah then I came across this silent piano, an acoustic piano with modern technology.
You just have to put on this earphone and the music sounds like as if it is played in a concert hall, without any external mixture of noises, the music just sounds so pure and really can express your feelings in notes. That's the kind of piano that I am looking for...but again, it's wang4 mei2 zhi2 ke3.
Then a little boy came and played on the YUS5 series Yamaha piano which is worth 14000bucks. These YUS series pianoes cater to the needs and demands of the professionals.
So this little boy, sat on the seat. And the next moment, I got a shock.

The boy's fingers started dancing on the keys. Impressive!!!
I went to chat with the little boy's father.
They were actually from Indonesia.
The child prodigy's father asked me how long I've been playing the piano to reach diploma.
I replied him 10 years. He was stunned.
Then I asked him back the same qn "how long has your son been learning to get to this beyond-the-diploma standard?" He replied 5 mths. Stunned. ( for your info, the child prodigy is only 9 years old) So I stood there and listened for 1 whole hour. The Mozart no.2 played the whole of Chopin's sonata 2n 3 from his memory. Stunned. ( for your info, my only impressive piece is Chopin's etudes op 1. which took me 8 months to master and memorise.) The Mozart no.2 can master whole of chopin's sonatas in 2 weeks time according to his father. 1 week to master the pieces and 1 week to memorise. Chopin's sonata is like 20 plus pages lor. Stunned. The way Mozart no.2 played those pieces really show that his foundation and techniques are brilliant. A good pianist is one who really can present the piece well by playing music from his heart, in other words, with feel, colours and expressions. And he did that. Impressive. My heart melted. My whole body became nuah. Stunned.
Then I continued to chat with his father. He told me he practise 8 hrs a day, and you know what? He skipped from beginner all the way to beyond-the-diploma level, I think on par with masters. And he went to play for the ministers during the elections period.
All in all, I had a wonderful day today. =] Free concert =]

2006-10-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

with ref. WWI 1914-1917
Was Germany at fault?

Germany declared war on Russia on 1 Aug.
Germany invaded France on 4th Aug.
Britain declared war on Germany to stop the Germans from advancing further on 4th Aug.
WWI started.
Losses of lives in WWI.
France- 1.4million
Germany- 1.8million
Russia -1.7million
Britain- 0.75million
France was twice invaded by Germany.
Aim of the peace settlement- to prevent Germany from being an agressor again but avoid making Germany pay overly heavy damages and to promote democracy.
20 years down the road...history repeats itself. WWII began.
Both parties suffer...

2006-10-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

I saw you at the bus stop the other day.
You were standing right beside me.
I just dont have the courage to turn and face you and ask 'how are you?'
After so long...
Do you still remember your kindergarten friend?
...The girl who lived 5 storeys above you?
...The girl who went to your house to play everyday after school?
...The girl who played computer games with you?
...The girl who folded paper aeroplanes with you?
...The girl who went tuition together with you?
...The girl who watched 101 dalmation with you?
...The girl whom you played with at the playground every Fri evening?
...The girl who helped to arrange your drawings?

4.00 years, 1460 days, 35040 hours, 2102400 min, 126144000s.
Grand total= 1.26x10^8 s (3 sig.fig.)

We will meet again.

To be continued...

2006-10-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

_______Rubbish.

I hate exams.

Living in my own lalaland.

To be continued...

2006-10-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

Finally...Paiseh everyone...so sorry for not updating for years...I know you all are impatiently waiting for my blog entries...hahaz

These few months...well it was a torture for me...for everyone I suppose...preparing for promos n PW.
hmm...now promos is over but life seems to be busier for me, chionging PW, astro n piano.
The day after the last paper chem( I shall not talk about the papers so I shall share with you my post promo week =]), Me, ah ma, wendy n joyce went to K box...RAH!!!!! sang for 4 hours, the 4 of us were like some mad women...hahaz
Yah then I went home to watch GOONG!!! I borrowed the CDs from ah ma. The bad thing is that the korean show only has chinese subtitles which is quite tiring coz you have to read and not listen plus the fact that those CDs can only be played on computer which made my life even more horrigible terrigible vegetable.
BUT!!!...GOONG is really a very nice show so all my sacrifice is worth it :)

Sat, I went to my lao shi's house for piano lesson. As usual, she scolded n nagged at me. I know I didnt put in my best. I dont know why but I always feel that the music that is played out from my hands has no feelings at all, dry n dull, that kind that is very lonely de.
My piano is not lousy but just cant be compared with my lao shi's, hers is the more you play, the happier you will get, the more relaxed you will feel. Mine is like the more you play, the more energy you will use n the more you will sweat when it comes to playing etudes. I can sprain my wrist when I play etudes on my piano. Whether your piano is good or bad, etudes shows it all.
But for other non classical pieces like Jielun's songs, the music that comes out from my brother( I call my piano brother) is superb, the feeling is great also.

Yah after piano lesson, bad mood.
I went to my cousin's house and I realised something. They've just purchased 2 more gigantic fish tanks and some hermit crabs. The hermit crabs are cute :) hmm yah.
Then at night we went to play bball n fire crackers...celebrate lantern festival mah even though PSI was 150 wor that day. Actually my father n my cousins were quite good at playing bball. After that we carried lanterns and walked around the park...hahaz I am still young at heart :)

Sun, my family, my cousins n family went to Yong Siew Toh Conservertory of Music Open House @ NUS. I was inspired by the music talents especially the violin captain...Wah...he was so charismatic when he was performing. I would say the new building is quite elegant looking from inside with natural light filters into the rehearsal studios. This is what music is all about...music has friends too. Both the audience n the performers enjoy the music.

Mon, my class went to zoo for class outing...hahaz I hadnt been there for years. Although it was a pity not everyone can make it for the zoo trip, we had much fun laughing at the animals...oops =X. But too bad didnt see ah meng. The shows were not interesting too. Anyway it's the class bonding that counts =]

Tue starts and my life becomes horrible again...PW.
Read some unpleasant things somewhere...damn pissed off...spoil my mood.
Anyway it's settled now and we are back to normal. =]

Last but not least, TODAY!!! :)
FOL I went for caricature. Gonna post some drawings by me for y'all to see...I think it was not badly drawn but pretty well drawn...hehez

To be continued...

2006-07-04T05:17:00.000-07:00

hey yo...today quite free lah so blog lor...hehez...maybe next few days wont have the mood to blog liao...
woooo~ I've been watching quite a lot of korean dramas n lv guang sen lin (Yeah!=]) these few weeks, yea even during the exam period.
Yah out of these dramas I think lv guang sen lin is the nicest. Why? `Cause it has a good ending.
Do you know why I prefer Korean n certain Taiwan dramas to Singapore drama?
That's because the actors are all shuai ges n actresses are all mei nvs and most importantly, the storyline is well written. This is the eqn derived:

Shuai ges+Mei nvs+Good storyline+Good ending= Happy Yueqiu =D

Good ending meaning the lovers live happily ever after and not the actor or actress die of sudden illness (typical korean drama).

The girls in my class are quite enthu about korean dramas also.
A few weeks ago is the da chang jin fever then now is the goong fever. Wah...=]
Maybe all of us are influenced by Subee. ~ Sarang Hae~
Yah so y'all must watch lv guang sen lin, because Yan Yan aka Sophie is very cute ( I am not a les.=X) But if you think it's too late to watch now, then go n watch 'glass shoes'. I hate the ending of 'glass shoes', the scriptwriter is an evil guy but I still think it's a good show coz it's very touching.

To be continued...

2006-06-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

Last day of exam...woooo~
I know I screwed up everything.
Back to the days in sec3 when I failed almost all the papers.
But now I dont feel nervous at all when doing the papers .
I feel so calm n relaxed.
Maybe because there's nothing in my brain.
No longer have that kind of sense of urgency anymore.
Haiz...Buck up Yueqiu!!
You have to do it.
You have to overcome this obstacle.
I shant find any excuses for myself.
Full Stop.

Just now I went K box with Wendy, Sharon, Joyce n Dean.
Dean shocked us with his singing. =O
Me as usual, the out of tune one. =P

Hmm...tmr gonna go for SYF opening ceremony.
May I know who's going?

Currently I am listening to the song -"Prince William's Song" from lv guang sen lin, the 7pm show on channel U. Very nice...hehez.

See...he was once so cute...but now...haiz...

Yesterday I went to veritaserum n the author (you-know-who) hinted that Harry will die in book 7. Why? Because she wants to end the story. =_=

I like this pic the most. My current desktop wallpaper is this n my hp wallpaper is also this. hehez...
Cute right...why do they have to grow up?

2006-06-19T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hey y0 y0!!! Long time didnt update...
This June Hols, I played a lot, really played n enjoyed life, gain some enlightenment.
Delta. A bit horrible. Something like guides' camp but not as horrible as compared to ABC. Hahaz. Got to know a lot of pple. Maybe one of them might be the next president...hehez.
That was what I did in week 1.
Week 2...hmm...lectures, lectures n lectures, harmoc, harmoc n harmoc.
Week 3...yea work attachment @ birdpark...show y'all some photos. Early in the morning have to report by 9am. I was in Finance Dept for the 1st 2 days, this is my boss, Samuel. Wendy n I in finance, Ahma in Human Resource, Subee n Jess in Retail. This is my working desk, doing accounts for them. It was horrible. Never be an accountant next time.
Lunch time! From 12 to 2pm. We had no proper tables 'cause those were for tourists so we sat on some benches. At Flamingo lake...
3rd day I went retail to join ahma, subee n jessica. This is my boss, John. He is damn cool.
We were here doing tagging. This is jessica. Very stuffy unlike the office.
The last 2 days went to feed the prnguins...hehez...woooo~ only me n jessica...under Avian dept, once in a life time. =P. Oh yah Subee n wendy n ah ma went operations dept, doing ticketing.
This is my boss, Geran. Salute him. He is the nicest...that's what I think. If you see me in birdpark again feeding penguins, is all because of him...free photos, free ride around the park, free...He taught me a lot, really a lot. Me n Jess feeding the flamingoes.This is picky. Cute hor? Once in a life time leh...

Yea...that's not all...I have a total of 50 photos taken in these 5 days, if I upload all, not only will my com hang, your com will also hang so I will upload to somewhere else. =]

To be continued...

2006-05-28T19:23:00.000-07:00

Harmonikee Camp - 27/5-28/5 (2 days 1 night)
Sat...I was late coz I had piano lesson in the morning until 2 then take MRT to school, reaching there at 4 plus. So embarrassed lah...earlier on I was taking bus then 1 old uncle saw me carrying my heavy camp stuff, he offered his seat to me," Xiao mei come sit, sit, faster sit. (In chinese)" A bit diu lian lah but I really want to thank him for offering his seat to the needy. Ok I was just in time for the dirty games...missed the practice session...hahahz. You wanna know what we played? It was really dirty and disgusting...yucks. The J2s poured detergent, ketchup, flour, ovaltine solution and mixed them together, we had to roll n crawl n do all sorts of stunts on them...oh man really very disgusting but fun...hahaz.
Then bathing time, I took quite a long time to wash n clean myself, washed my hair twice. Then after that we had night walk which wasnt very scary, played some bonding games. Hahaz section X rocks n stones....wooooo~.
Sun...rise n shine at 8...had track event with the CO pple. I ran 8X50m relay. Not bad my team got the 3rd...hehez. After that we played frisbee against other sections...semi finals, Section X VS Section O then Section 1 VS Section 2 n...*drumroll* Section X won with a score of 7-10...woooo~ hahaz. Then finals was Section X VS Section 1. And we won the champion...cool hor? Actually we won all the games...not bad huh? Hahaz.
Next was the camp finale. I was very HIGH, in fact everyone was HIGH. The Harmoc competition started with section 1 playing the minuet, followed by Section 2 , O n finally us. At 1st we thought," Die lah Die lah sure lose..." Who knows, in the end we won...woooo~.
Overall the camp was really fun. =]

2006-05-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

As y'all know right...AJ PE is nuts and I hate AJ PE.
Wahahahaz and I am happy to announce that I've gotten a gold and I really look forward to the shock expression on J Toh's face...track back to a few entries back if you dont know that I was once demoralised by her. Yah so I dont have to go back for remedial...wahahahaz...
These few days I very HIGH leh...maybe because hols coming soon?
And yah last week went for the bball match championship.
AJ VS HC
2 of HC players are my friends then I was cheering for them...kena scolded by joyce...hehez oops. But yah I still did cheer for AJ. Hmm...HC won as expected. CHampion for 17 years and all the players are 'talented', CONGRATS. But still as Ms Leong had said this morning, both teams which got into finals are winners, it's just a bonus that HC had gotten the champion.
Yesterday I was on the MRT heading towards my home.
GUess who I saw?
the campus superstar, chen yi yuan N his girlfriend.
He is really short.
Perhaps even shorter than me. Yah think so.
He looked beng. His girlfriend looked lian.
He lives in Yishun n his girlfriend in Woodlands.
Yah why am I talking about this?
I also dont know hahaz coz I have to travel from yio chu kang all the way to the end...nothing to do mah so look here look there.
Yah I think my friend, Daniel from RJ is very cool.
His mugging club has a club motto.
Mid years coming so I gonna end my entry with a quote.
'Ignorance is not bliss. What you dont know may hurt you too!' =]

2006-05-10T13:46:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but it seems that I always dont have enough time.

SPA exam is coming.
Therefore we should do SPA everyday to destress.
hehheh get the joke?
Yah I will update more when I am free.

2006-04-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

Demand has exceeded supply!!!
Due to high demand, I shall supply more blog entries...
Oh yah follow up on the bubble tea sale, we earned 207 bucks n this morning I went up to podium to receive the token. Hehez...Today actually quite slack lah...not much lessons.
Hmm...I was very excited about the harmonikee concert.
For those who went for the concert right...was the concert entertaining? Y'all understand the story anort? Most importantly have y'all seen my hand in the video?( Not the old n wrinkled one) hahaz. Eh...actually harmoc is really fun with wendy, sharon n wilson around...and the other J1s family day pple...Yea we rock man...hahaz.

These few days really drained out.
Today Ms Goh actually said I am a very quiet girl. Are you stunned?
I was stunned.
During lessons yes lah...serious, not quiet.
I will nvr forget the incident in Sec 1. NEVER!!! Dont ever talk or sleep during lessons!
This leads me to think what kind of person am I to others.
I am really a very crazy n mad person, highly energetic.
Well...whatever.

Yah one more thing to say.
I think I will just die of hunger one day.
The food give so little which makes it so expensive so I have to buy more and spend more money. Can you believe it? Each day I spend around 8 to 9 bucks eating?
Piggy Yue Qiu eat n eat n eat, sleep n sleep n sleep.

One last thing.
I hate AJ PE.
Full Stop.

2006-03-31T22:17:00.000-08:00

Hey Yo!
Today's April Fools' Day.
Gonna make some prank calls to my cousins later...hahaz.
Oh well.
Our bubble tea proposal has been approved.
We can start selling from next week onwards.

CREAMBLE TEA
Date: From 3rd April to 7th April
Venue: Canteen
Time: During your breaks n after sch

Hopefully y'all will support us coz there are 3 other groups selling ice cream I think and we really need to sell a lot of cups to recover our cost. Thank you. =D
Hmm...this is our 1st class project, hopefully it will be a success.

2006-03-28T04:53:00.000-08:00

AJ PE > NUTS!
I just hate PE.
Today PE until 6.15pm.
You call that afternoon PE??
I call that evening PE.
Today 11 hrs in sch.
From 7.15am all the way to 6.15pm.
I feel sick lor.
Tmr got physics test.
I have to pia 2 proposals by tmr.
Homework not done.
Pieces not played.
Tmr morning still got PE!!!
PE again?
Oh man...
And yah I am damn pissed off by the hairdresser, cut my hair until so short.
Asked her to cut half inch n she cut only left half inch.
These few days, pple keep asking me why I cut my hair until so short, as if I really want to cut my hair to this current length.
Pissed lor.
Losing hair= Losing confidence.

2006-03-25T05:40:00.000-08:00

Hmm 1st week of sch...
I miss 2806.
I miss Qiuyan.
I miss Yuling.
I miss Yuou.
I miss Weixing.
I miss Jiawei.

But most importantly...
2506 rocks n stones too!!!
Harmoc rocks, Astro rocks.

Fri, that is yesterday, I n Justin n Tianshi n Wendy n ah ma n Joyce went to play pool.
Then Marc n his gang came. Wah =( got trashed by Marc. Just imagine your opponent wins the game when you didnt even hit one ball in. So embarrassing lor, half my class pple were there.

Joyce started a mugging club.
She's the pres, she is soooo hardworking lor...just like Qiuyan...hahaz.
Must start mugging liao...

2006-03-17T22:35:00.000-08:00

Went to Jiawei's blog n I saw this...

Your Birthdate: September
You excel at anything difficult or high tech.
In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek.
It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with.
Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots!
Your strength: Your unfailing logic
Your weakness: Loving machines more than people
Your power color: Tan
Your power symbol: Pi
Your power month: July
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz

This is so not true!!! I dont even know how to make a robot. Rubbish. Hahaz

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part.
But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles.
However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you.
You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

You Should Get a MBA (Masters of Business Administration)
You're a self starter with a drive for success.
You'd make a great entrepreneur.

Your Power Color Is Teal
At Your Highest:You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:"What Impression Am I Giving?"

2006-03-16T22:20:00.000-08:00

Day- Thursday
Date- 16/3/2006
Time- 10.15am
Venue- Causeway Point
People involved- Me, Weixing, Yuling, Qiuyan n Yuou
Mission- Get a present for Jiawei

A bit too early huh...hahaz.
Shops have not opened yet.
"Shopped" for around 1 hr before going into metro to buy G strings.
Me, Weixing, Qiuyan n Yuou were giggling n giggling coz never buy before.
So Yuling the experienced one, chose a brand for Jiawei.
Then another problem cropped up, dont know what size we should get for him.
In the end we decided on S since G strings are so stretchable.
After that we found a place near the pond?fountain?pool? ok opposite the VCD shop, we sat down n Weixing started to wrap the present.
The present looked so pure n innocent on the outside, but actually inside...hahaz.
So at 12.30pm, we went up the station one by one so that Jiawei wont suspect.
Me n Qiuyan were at the other end then weixing called, hinting us to board the next train. At 1st I was thinking what the hell was he talking about, asking me whether I was in Marsiling. Then after some time I realised Jiawei was beside him...that's why...hahaz.
Yah then the 6 of us went to Rimmel's place for the class barbeque.
Not bad, around 75% of the class was there.
The food is super nice n tasty n oily coz I put too much magarine.
Hmm yesterday I was thinking about this qn.
If I have the money to buy either a car or a condo which are of the same value, which one will I choose?
My ans: A condo because of the facilities.
Last time my ans was a car coz my dad's condo really has nothing except the scenic views of a lake and an open field.
Yup Jiawei had a hard time unwrapping the present. =D
That's our ultimate motive.
Reached home at around 11.15pm
Yawn ah. =D

Ok I got tagged by Jiawei.
My Perfect Lover
Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
Gender: male
My Perfect Lover :
1. Must be taller than me
2. Must at least have some knowledge of music but need not have a music background.
3. Must be more intelligent than me. Not your definition but my definition of intelligent. =D
4. A beautiful smile with clean straight teeth
5. Does not smoke or take illegal drugs or drink.
6. Dont have to be gorgeous just presentable can already.
7. Righteous, loyal to friends, wont zong4 se4 qing1 you3.
8. No language barrier n no vulgarities.
These are the following people whom i will tag.
1. Lao Ma
2. Casper
3. Boon
4. Xingyu
5. Yongsheng
6. Wuhan
7. Daniel
8. Xihui

2006-02-25T19:07:00.000-08:00

Yo Yo!!!
Long time didnt update le...
Hmm...this whole week I was very busy...busy doing what? Busy playing hahaz.
Wed after school, me, Jiawei n Weixing went K box.
1st time going K box with them.
Weixing sang very well.
Jiawei sang with a lot of feel.
Me? ok lah not bad- out of tune only...hahaz
When Jiawei n I sang Tuo diao, Weixing stripped...hahaz so comical, he took off his specs, took off his bag, took off his jacket, Jiawei n I were like =O.
He suddenly became so high.
Yah so we sang till around 7.30pm, 11 bucks leh.
Then Fri...hahaz...I hate PE.
PE was horrigible, terrigible, vegetable.
PE is physical education ok...exposing us to running only isnt called physical education ok.
I hate AJ PE.
Yah then went LT2 for the photography seminar.
I dont know why I ended up there.
Then during lucky draw that time, Weixing and I were there saying we dont want to be the winner coz we didnt sign up for the seminar in the 1st place. I was there just for the air con after the strenuous exercises. Erm yah I was so lucky that day. =D
After that Jiawei, Jiawei, Weixing n I went to play pool.
And yah next time dont buy any food from the auntie there. The food there is so expensive, not only that the service is also poor. The auntie diao-ed me.
The we danced para para.
Weixing( the most siao person among us) got 3rd, Me 4th and Jiawei got 7th. This was our 1st time...not bad hor. =D
Next, we went Lot 1 to eat and choose specs for Jiawei.
I think all the half rimmed specs look nice on him.
In the end he chose a Levi's one. 250 bucks in total.
Weixing's one cost 200++ bucks but mine looks more expensive than his...wahahahaz but the quality is not as good as his. He was very bu shuang...hahaz.

2006-02-17T22:10:00.000-08:00

(I wrote this on 18th n not 17th)
Random Thoughts...

Hmm...the hot qns for these few days are " What's your L1R5?" and " Are you staying?"
Hot but sensitive...

Well...to those who think that they had not done well, those short of 1 more A1 to a perfect score, what's done cannot be undone. No point brooding over it right?

These few days...so stressed, at home pia-ing homework to 12++am. Yes I love doing homework, I love being a mugger BUT THEN hor...due to my poor time management, I always do not have enough time to complete my homework and practise my piano that's why I feel so stressed plus sore throat. =D

So today when to Mai lao shi there, kena scolded. The feeling is quite shuang to me...very weird right?...only mai lao shi scold me I will feel shuang, others scold me I will feel damn bu shuang.
Dont know why...I have been scolded by her for almost every week since Sec1.

Yesterday went Astro with the usual pple lah...Weixing, Jiawei, Jiawei, Eddy.
Ah ma n wendy went to erhem, something about their hobby(shh...) hahaz.
Ok yah very fun...only 9 J1s there.
Then went to look at stars, really very very very nice. The nightsky was so beautiful yesterday. Then we saw Saturn...quite fake lah...hahaz.

Looking forward to next wed...meeting Daniel...hahaz long time didnt see him liao for about 3 to 4 yrs. Really miss him lor, my class partner in P6...hahaz. BUT THEN hor...I think I am very extra coz Xiuyi is going also. I shouldnt be so busybody and tag along with them right?

And yah HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all the singles, unattached, available out there.
Never give up! You will definitely find your true love one day! =D

2006-02-12T23:04:00.000-08:00

continued from previous entry...
Ok I have decided not to talk about my sciences n maths...ok basically I dont feel like talking about my marks anymore...I dont even know whether I can get into NJ anort...scared...worried...so many pple around me getting 6,7 n 8 and all aiming to go NJ.

Oh man...anyway I still have to thank my science teachers, Mdm Soh n Mrs Lim,
fantastic teachers who will never ever give up on their students. My maths teacher, Mrs Choy...thank you very much...but I scored below your expectations for A maths...A2...booohoo I want to cry...

Today- 13th Feb
Early in the morning I took bus 157 to NJ. ( Disappointed coz ...dont tell you)
But on the other hand, I met Daniel, my pri sch very good boy-friend ( notice the HYPHEN)
He is in RJ now...so ok I board the bus 1st followed by Xiuyi, Songhua n Weekiat.
Ok so I board the bus 1st then I saw Daniel sitting at the back...I was staring, glaring...trying to make eye contacts with him (yucks), trying to get his attention (yucks)...ok mission failed...then xiuyi boarded the bus n I told her daniel was behind. She was jumping with joy, coz they were husband n wife during pri sch days. I sat beside him during pri sch days. But too many pple on bus lah then cannot squeeze through. Next Songhua came...he is really skinny so we asked him to help us get his phone no. coz he is also from RJ mah, schmate so should be easy to get his number. Songhua said," Pple will think I am gay, somemore tmr valentines day, pple will think I have a problem." Ok that's true yah...hahaz
Fast forward>>>
I reached NJ gate n alighted alone coz Xiuyi n Weekiat dont want to walk 1 bus stop to HC...grrr!! Ok after that I received a msg from both xiuyi n daniel...mission completed...hahaz.

At 7.15pm
I met Hock kiat, candy, faith n wendy...all crashing NJ, led into NJ by huixian, boon n xingyu. Hock kiat, my OG mate came with us, so is all girls n 1 guy. Then all my girl-friends said he is very goodlooking. Then got 2 girls went up to him n talk to him n asked for his number...I was like "wah...you are so popular."
During assembly, we hid in the toilet...hock kiat went to boys' toilet then he met1 guy, faith's friend there...they hid in one cubicle!! We girls each took one cubicle lor...then that guy very funny. He said," Go hide in toilet also can make friends!" Hahaz...I almost suffocate in the toilet.
Fast forward>>>

Faith, candy n that guy went off to crash SA.
Me, Wendy n Hock Kiat stayed. Nothing much. Hock Kiat went home 1st. I n wendy stayed till 1++pm then met Jia wei n BP pple...they crashed HC in the morning. They said is super damn fun...maybe you will see me there tmr...hahaz

2006-02-11T06:35:00.000-08:00

Yo yo yo!!!!
Ok 1 day after the release of Os...
The big O.
O levels is 7 letters is the same as Oh my god.
Before releasing of results, I met up with Boon, xingyu, huixian n wendy to have lunch, really very nervous, we didnt talk much...just sat there n stared into space...1st time photohunt was so sian n boring for us. We stared at the pple in the ice rink...silence...we decided not to reach sch so early...on the dot 2.30 is just nice for us...dont want to run into any teachers.
When I received my my results yesterday...I was like Oh my god n Oh my god...what a pleasant surprise. At 1st I dared not to look at my results coz Ms chan was giving me that smiley face which is a bad omen and she wished me all the best...worse. I almost cried when I heard that. Ok overall I didnt do too well but I am really satisfied with my results as long as it can get me into NJ. Pray hard.
We the gang of 6 from 28/06 AJ namely me, weixing, jiawei, yuling, yuou n qiuyan are really very happy coz everyone is gonna leave AJ. The whole of class 28/06 is gonna leave AJ...just pray hard that we can get into the JCs that we want.

Anyway I want to thank the teachers in RV.
Ms Linda Chan- English/ Form
She loves calling me n boon chee...dont know why.
I can still remember starting of the year, she asked me to be her EL rep. I rejected her offer coz I already have 1 post as the class treasurer so she turned to boonchee who so unfortunately sat beside me n asked her to be her EL rep. Boon chee declined but she insisted so in the end boon chee had to take that post then Ms chan turned back n asked me to be her assisstant...I was like =_=...EL doesnt have much hmwk to collect, why do you need 2 EL reps?
So for the rest of the year, there's only 'Yueqiu' n 'boon chee' in her namelist. Others were like shaking their legs. We 2 were admitted into RJC( R Journal Club) and were the seniors in there.
All thanks to Linda( she asked us to call her Linda when we see her outside sch) who helped me get a relatively good grade for EL. =D

Xie lao shi- HCL/ Co form
I think she is one of the oldest/most experienced teacher in this sch. A lot of us dont really like her coz she teach chinese as though it is C Lit. She didnt ask us to analyse the ci2yu3 but asked us to analyse the passage. So without your ci2yu3 handbook, you are gonna fail your exams.
Anyway thanks to Xie lao shi coz in one way or another, her naggings helped me scored an A2 which is beyond her expectations. ( She gave me a B3 for prelims.)

Ms Chia- SSH teacher
I prefer Ms Chia to Mr Lim. Mr Lim is a monster. You can see everyone trembling during his lessons. On the other hand, Ms Chia is quite a sarcastic teacher but compared to Mr Lim, she is an angel. I think Ms Chia is very professional in teaching SSH. She is also very caring, thoughtful, willing to spend her holiday breaks, going through every past year essay qns, making sure we understand everything. I really love her man. And I think in future, she can tell her students I am a miracle, showing her students my face. "This student by the name of Yueqiu had nvr passed her SSH before, not even once, she failed her prelims getting a D7 so I kindly moderated for her to a B4 and she did me proud by scoring an A2! So the moral of story, a good SSH teacher determines your grade in Os" Thank you Ms Chia!

To be continued...

2006-02-09T18:01:00.000-08:00

Countdown 4 n half hours...
actually I am not scared...just worried...
OK...AJ is not a nice place at all...but the pple there rocks...I love 28/06.
The day before yesterday we meaning JIawei, Weixing, me crashed HCI n NJ.
Met Weekiat.
He joined us crashing NJ...hahaz
After that went to watch I not stupid too...so touching...I cried, Jiawei cried, Weixing cried...
Yea I want to present to you some photos.

Kaze bdae bash after Xcountry

It was damn expensive...dont know who suggested pizzahut hor Yong Sheng...underestimated the amount...ok anyway we had fun, really very fun...my 12 bucks spent is worth it...=D

Class 28/06...chio hor...we were doing class CIP...cleaning LT4...so slack but we had fun...the fun that we had is more impt.

Me, Jiawei, Weixing n Mingzhi went to play pool n bowling...must enjoy before getting back results mah...
Cute hor...we were on MRT yesterday...

2006-01-30T03:22:00.000-08:00

Currently I am listening to- right here waiting...
New Year is here...slacking at home. My mum n dad are watching Lovers In Paris now on DVD. (What's so nice about that show?)
Waiting for them to finish that korean drama then I can watch Memoirs of a Geisha on DVD...hahaz.

Friday 3rd is X-country...wah damn shuang...so fun...hahaz

2006-01-27T20:00:00.000-08:00

Ok a week has passed.
These few days quite high coz got Qiuyan around hehehahaz with me...
She is more hyper than me...can you believe it? She is my source of laughter and I am her source of laughter. The 2 of us like siao, laugh n laugh n laugh.
On thurs, I exchanged uniform with Qiuyan. She wore my Sec1 n 2 uniform coz she's smaller size and I wore her nanhua uniform...not bad. Weixing, Jiawei n Yuling said I looked thinner n more sporty. Erm to clear your doubts, I am always thin n sporty, it's just that RV uniform makes me look like a fat woman.
Ok yesterday I didnt go back to RV coz AJ released us at 12 so I n Wendy n Weixing went to Westmall. Weixing didnt join us coz a quarter of my class turned up which is so unbelievable.
There were Zongxiao, Jiaying from HC, Boon, Xingyu, Brandon, Chenwei from NJ, Candy n Faith from AC and lastly Wendy n I from AJ. Such a big surprise. =O.
So we all went to eat. We talked a lot. No, actually is I talked and the others laughed non stop. Very funny meh? I didnt crack any jokes lor, I just commented on Brandon's hair n Mr chan(AJ physics teacher).
I really cannot stand Brandon's hair. His hair is not that kind of Beckham head or Durian head or that kind of spikes which is fashionable for boys now. His hair, I dont know what kind of fashion is that so I called it Rambutan head...hahaz no offence. It's true, his whole head was smeared with gel and he spiked it plus additional curls at the end, so "trendy" right? Besides that he was wearing red which made him look even more like rambutan. So the girls laugh n laugh n laugh. Ok lah it's really quite funny...hahaz I'm sorry.
Next, AJ's Mr Chan. I admire him a lot, his way of solving situations is impressive. Although he behaves like a gay/sissy and over arrogant by saying RJ finds AJ as a threat that's why they are moving to the central, closer to AJ which is bullshit, what he did yesterday made me think otherwise. Ok yesterday during lecture, a boy from CAT HIGH (dont know he is biased towards cat high boys or what...everytime picks on them n say something ridiculous, suay suay yesterday this cat high boy...CAT HIGH BOYS BEWARE!) took a picture of him using a camera with the flash on during lecture. If it is other teacher, I think that boy is gonna die coz this kind of electronic devices are not supposed to be in classes/lectures after that RJ incident. But you know what Mr chan did? I dont know whether he is really that dumb or highly intelligent. He said," Did someone take a picture just now? Oh that's so dangerous, what if this picture goes into RJ? They will know our strategy!" hahaz...so funny...

2006-01-21T03:47:00.000-08:00

Before you read this entry, read the previous one 1st coz it's linked.
continued from previous...
about what happened yesterday...
I know it's all about skills and I shant find any excuses for myself. Yesterday I could feel that my heart was bursting with disappointment and embarrassment. How did it turn out to be like this?
Yesterday in hall, I just could not control my hands, my fingers. They just went out of control and they became so cold and were shaking. The piano has become a complete stranger to me. Even for my favourite piece, Marriage d'amour, the feel was not there anymore, no feel, out of rhythm, the impact, can really make me cry. After that incident that happened a few months ago, I havent been playing the piano. Yes it's all about skill. I have lost this skill. Utter disappointment.
This morning, my piano teacher called me. She asked me if I want to continue. On...I will continue no matter what.

Today...went to buy Wendy n boon's bdae present. I bought roses. They are beautiful. I love roses...so nice. Red n purple for both. On my way back home waiting for bus at the interchange, I saw my guides senior...2 yrs older than me, I think she's in U now. She was with her boyfriend, they were hugging n kissing n squeezing each other. That guy touched her butt n squeezed it...oh man...so gross. I think she recognized me but chose to ignore me.
Now, " Is Public Display of Affection(PDA) wrong?"
For me I think it's very wrong. Yes I am a very conservative person. If you want to do it, do it at home or some other places. You will say,"everyone is doing it, why cant I?" That's call pressure from society or bad influence from society. By having PDA, you are making pple uneasy, in other words, the pple are deprived of their freedom, like giving up the back seats...etc. That's a crime. For example you are on a crowded bus, and this couple are sitting at the rear seats and are doing some "stunts". Will you go n sit beside them and take it as if nothing is happening? If you and your boyfriend or girlfriend is one of these couple, will you get irritated when someone keeps staring at you or some kids keep asking their mothers," mommy, what are they doing?" The worst thing is...when these kids say," mommy I also want to be like that when I grow up." So there will be like increasing no. of pple getting AIDS and premarital sex in the next 50years. Thus for the sake of everyone, pls do all these at home. You can say that "I always do that with my girlfriend/boyfriend...none of your business!" Well...I just want to say...spare a thought for others.

2006-01-21T02:59:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's mood- Depression state...utterly disappointed with myself.
Ok before talking about yesterday, I will talk about Kaze outing last Sunday 1st.
And before talking about Kaze, I would like to apologize for my poor command of English which led to some misunderstandings. For that, I would like to say sorry.

Kaze Outing- conclusion- FUN!
Although not everyone turned up, we still enjoyed ourselves to the fullest.
Ok that day we met at 10am at bedok...or rather we were supposed to meet at 10am. In the end majority of the pple were late. By the way, I was the 1st girl there =D. I met Hock Kiat on the train and we arrived at around 9.45am. Yong Sheng n Jiahui were there at 9.30am. Only 3 boys turned up. "The girls are very MA FAN, they are always late." - stated by Yong Sheng. This statement is rubbish. Hearing this, I want to rebutt. Not ALL girls are late in fact it's only the minority and girls are not ALWAYS late. It's a girl's right to be late and boys SHOULD wait for girls. Right? Say yes. Thank you. Come on, if a guy doesnt have the patience to wait for a girl, is he fit to be a man?

In the end only 11 pple turned up for the outing at east coast. We loaned bikes. 2 double bikes n the others single.The double bikes were very heavy and not easy to control. I tried the double bike for the 1st time. Usually boys sit in front and girls sit behind right. In the end it became like this: Me in front n Yong sheng behind...wahahahahahaz. Ok that's for trial only. At least Hock kiat n Jiahui are more man. They each carried a girl behind- Natalie n chong hui. Oh yah, that day I accidentally knocked down a little boy. But he's ok, not injured at all.

After that I took back my single bike n went cycling with Shuwen. We stopped at the jetty. Nice scenary. I met one uncle who was fishing and started chatting about how much fish he can catch and on average how much money can the Malays earn by fishing. To be an economics student, one must also know about the microeconomics mah...right? Basically I was talking crap with that uncle. Fishing a a very expensive activity, it costs you both time n money. 1 fishing rod can cost you around $700 to $900. Siao.

Ok after 2 hrs of cycling, we returned the bikes n went to eat Mac. Talked crap there...about lesbians n gays in single sex schs. Well...expected.
After that went to Orchard to meet Xavier, my OGL. Took a group photo there.

Nice right? I was a bit extra, standing at the back...coz I was looking for someone to take photos for us then in the end no place for me to stand at the front so stand at the back lor =D. I think the quality very bad...taken by a 50+ uncle who happened to walk straight to me so I stuffed my cam into his hands and the outcome...diao...

Then we went to play pool, cool man...I finally know how to play pool as in the rules and everything. Then deeli dehli for a while and went home. So conclusion of the day:

To be continued...

2006-01-14T04:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's mood...oh yea! Super high!
Went Astro 1st meeting yesterday @ 7 pm.
Before that, Wendy n Ah ma n I went grassroots to play pool.
Weixing was at wushu...wahahahahahaz...doing stretching exercises for 2 hrs.
Yah I know yesterday was Fri the 13th but still quite ok for me...nothing bad happened.
I think Astro was horrible with charles as the head. The other J2s were ok...
Then we got to know 3 Bukit Panjang boys...hahaz crappy pple. We mixed very well, coz we were all from chinese sch so we spoke chinese. Then went for night observations...1st time in my life...the moon is so clear to me. Yesterday's night sky was very nice then also saw orion n mars.
Basically Astro is very slack. Ok Astro ended at around 9pm then the 4 of us wanted to play pool...hahaz the BP boys joined us...We were very ON people.
Play play play until quite late.
I reached home at 10.45pm...late huh...

This afternoon I was on the bus, there was this mother with her son.
The bus was very crowded so the mother n her son were stucked in the middle of the bus.
She managed to squeeze towards the exit when this bus stopped at 1 bus stop.
Her boy realised that that was the bus stop which they were supposed to alight.
But too bad...door closed.
The bus moved off and that was when the mother realised they had missed their stop.
She started pressing the bell next to her.
Now, everyone knows that Singapore buses wont stop once it leaves the bus stop.
So this mother went on pressing the other bells around her n shouting at the bus driver to let her alight in the middle of the road.
Common sense tells you that it is definitely impossible to do so.
The bus driver ignored her.
The mother started scolding the son.
What for? In the 1st place it was her son who told her that they were supposed to alight but because of the mother's slowness to react, they missed the stop.
Who was the one at fault?
That's life.

2006-01-12T01:38:00.000-08:00

Today's mood- So so...
ok...yesterday's entry...what I was writing in the 1st part was crap.
Maybe I really have a musician's temper like Beethoven n Mozart but I am not as pro as them. I am not a child prodigy.
2nd day of official lessons.
I dont understand what the teachers are talking about.
I only understand 1 subject and that is physics. Today physics we were taught graphs, learnt that in RV then I realised that the graph given is a negative example. If I were an RV physics teacher, I will fail that person. Haiz...I went through that trauma before. Imagine getting 2 out of 15 for drawing a graph. Really very demoralizing. Ok then econs...late for class, cannot keep on with the pace. Dont understand what the teacher is talking about. The group of us were like "huh?", then the pple behind us were desperately shouting out the ans. Next chem, I suspect that the teacher is not experienced at all, she was definitely not teaching, she was just talking and talking and talking. I dont like her cracky voice.

What is the difference between RV n Other sec sch in AJ? (in my opinion)...(feel free to object)
RVians speak chinese cum all sorts of dialect, other schools speak english.
RVians are not as outspoken as other schools.
AJians mug openly everywhere in the sch even in the canteen, RVians mug like hell at home and come to sch, laugh at others for being so hardworking.
AJ teachers are very crappy, RV teachers are very serious.
But I noticed that there are still some similarities like the physics teacher who came for the 1st physics lecture. He is the combination of Mrs lee lee mui n Mr desmond lim. I was scared out of my wits. And the maths lecturer, she looks like xie lao shi, I am not joking.

And in the end, I didnt go for the concert coz weekiat decided not to come and I am exhausted.
Yah talking about weekiat...he n lao xiu passed the selection test for the advanced science enrichment programme at Hwa Chong. Expected. But he chose to go for the advanced maths programme aka H3 maths same as song hua. These will the great pple in future.

A happy news to announce.
We are finally having an OG outing at east coast. Hope wont rain on that day. =D

2006-01-11T02:09:00.001-08:00

Today's journey back is veryyyy long...to me.
I feel so down today.
Confidence level drops to rock bottom.
People relationship level drops to rock bottom.
I feel so lonely during chem today.
Where is my OG?
Monday I tagged along with wendy's OG to have lunch n play monopoly.
Today I went with weixing's OG friends for CCA trials.
Yes I have a big problem and I dont know how to solve it.
haiz...suddenly I dont feel like going to sch tomorrow.
AJ is really very different from RV. I think I just cant diffuse into AJ environment. I am definitely not anti social but why it turns out to be like that. The only people that I know in my OG...as in really know are Christine n Yong Sheng, that's all.
haiz I need someone to cheer me up, call me, sms me. 1800-HELP-MOI

CCA carnival today.
I think forget about tennis. They dont seem to want pple like me.
Hockey...ok well I signed up.
Astronomy...from 6-9pm every fri...well I signed up.
Entrepreneur Club...sell things...I signed up for no reason.
Photographic Society...I signed up together with weixing n liyue.
Student Council...what the hell am I thinking? There are about 5 RVians joining...I dont know why I landed outside nexus and I took that form.
OGFs...I dont even know whether I can stay in AJ after 1st 3 months.

Ok these are the CCAs which I had signed up.

Argh...I am gonna smart mug from today onwards.
I am not a mugger.

And yah...weekiat will be sneaking in tmr to watch concert. Hope he will camouflage.

2006-01-09T02:52:00.000-08:00

ok well...
I think I love AJ, well I am really in love with AJ especially Kaze, my moral support for the 1st week. Class outing yesterday. We girls got cheated by the guys to go swensens. Damn expensive the things there. Ok I shant talk about it anymore. These few days keep raining. Rain Rain go away, come again another day. Yah we talked about our orientations at sch. All the top schs have 2 weeks of orientation. Aiyah why AJ kena no.6?? If not can play more with my OG. And according to some sources, I realised that AJ is now ranked no.5. VJ 1st, AC n RJ tied in 2nd, HCI is 4th n NJ 6th. Can you believe it?? I can believe that AJ got 5th but can you believe that HCI dropped out of top 3 n NJ out of top 5?? Where is TJ? I dont know. But for NJ maybe...coz half the population there is RVians. As you can see, RV standard is dropping exponentially n NJ is advanced RV...of course can drop lah. I love everyone in Kaze, yes every single one of them. I think Cat High boys n Zhonghua pple form the majority of the population. I think the boys in AJ are really GENTLEMEN, they dont go around bullying girls, very unlike RV boys. RV boys are childish...they behave like primary sch kids...why? coz they wear shorts, mini shorts!! Wahahahaz. Frankly speaking, I dont really feel like changing sch after 1st 3 months even if I get 6 for L1R5. But AJ is very far from my house. See 1st.

cheekok says...

2006-01-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

I am sorry people, I am really very slowww in updating...
ok I have officially changed my nick AGAIN...yea hallelujah
coz now advanced to JC liao mah...
primary sch my nicks were "gao gao", pikachu, pichu, raichu, moonball, doggy...
then comes RV, became cheekok aka horsie, it's all Joel's fault, he even gave me a middle name called clover, the loyal horse in Animal Farm by George Orwell. So my full name was Maria Clover Cheekok, Maria being the common name for maids. Sadist!
So I was called cheekok for 4 yrs in RV then my les partner called me a cheekopek. =_='''.
Half way through the 'marathon' ( the end pt is the end of O level), another nick came - Daisy Gao Muniu (female cow), the credit goes to Wendy neo ok I admit that my surname sounds like Cow but I am NOT related to cows. Daisy is a very sicko name for milk-rich cows.
I dont know why people always associate me with animals- dogs, horses, cows??? Come on I love pigs n labradors n golden retrievers the most.

Anyway...my family is really bad at keeping pets. My grandma accidentally flushed my pet tortoise down toilet bowl when I was in P2, my sis caught a tank full of fishes...they died the next day, my father bought a dog, I named it beethoven, wah lao such a unique name for dogs lor...it died of illness after 1 week. What to say? What to do?

Ok before continuing from last entry...

I am the coolest of the cool. hahaz

These are my girl-friends ( notice the HYPHEN) I love them n they love me.

I not only have girl-friends but I have boy-friends ( notice the HYPHEN) in primary sch as well. Due to some reasons, I shall only name 1 of them who is really my very good friend. He is called Wenwei...in HCI now, lost contact long ago. How good a friend is he? He stood on my side when I got bullied by people in the playground, K2 all the way to P4. Everyday...really everyday after sch I will definitely go to his house to play com, folding paper aeroplanes, play piano...aiyah a lot n a lot.

My class watching porn in class...it's true, a disgusting show from pengbo's laptop, all the girls refuse to watch porn, the boys said," coz they jealous." I totally dudiao-ed. Rubbish, watching porn in class can earn you a major demerit pt.

I love the girls in my class, they are fantastic, bravo...

Yah not forgeting 2A- Our class name is Sure 2 Ace...wah sounds arrogant huh...but we are not.

Spot the difference? That guy covering my face is Joel, yes that who named me Maria clover cheekok.

ok next...pulau ubin trip with 4 LamerZ...half the class went only but still quite fun.

ok I am once again the coolest of the cool. Dont know why my class boys like to act jay chou n macho.

To be continued...

cheekok says

2005-11-19T20:05:00.000-08:00

lalala 'O' Levels is 'O'ver, not sure if I will do alright.
It has been a long time since I have written the last entry.
Yah, I think I am going to abandon this blog soon, I am just not suited in this blogosphere.
Ok back to the main topic. The reason I am writing this blog is to bring back my memories when I read this entry many years later. Remember the pensieve dumbledore had? If only I have that pensieve, I dont have to pen down my thoughts at all. Yah I am lazy and I love to be a pig.
Throughout my 10 years of education, I have met a lot of fantastic people so I am going to name them one by one here. Of course these are the people I will remember for life. But for those whom I didnt mention here, it's either you are insignificant in my life or you are really very good and I admire you a lot but I have just nothing to talk about you. Maybe after reading this, y'all will know a lot of my secrets hahaz.

In alphabetical order
My Bestest Girl-friends (notice the HYPHEN)
- Lao ma aka majun- You clever lah pang seh the 4 of us and go Nanyang now DSA to HCI. Actually since Primary sch, I dont like your pikachu like voice, but I think that's your own personality so keep it as it is. We love it.
- Lao ming aka mingxi-Me and lao xiu love watching you and lao bao fighting, hahaz so funny. You gave us weird nicknames and I end up always getting ugly ones. The jokes you crack are really entertaining. Eat more lah!
- Lao shu aka jenny-I cant stand you in the 1st place, cursing me everyday with your prank calls, forget how we end up being friends. Not bad lah having you as a friend, every year give me piggy banks for my bdae. Cannot forget me leh! I am your best friend!
- Lao xiu aka xiuyi- Congrats to you for getting rid of your mole. It is always between me and you having cold wars. Cant you just stop destroying my things when you come to my house? You damaged my kidscooter and killed one of my fish...what's next? Ok I forgive you liao, I just want to tell you that your eyebrows look artificial. The vogue mag will make you zou2 huo3 ru4 mo2.
( Just in case y'all wonder, my nickname is lao yue)

My les partner
- wuhan- your hubby is qiyuan, your wife is ser, your gay partner is john so naturally I am your les partner. I know everything about your les-ish side...muahahahz. I know you love acting a lot THUS I dont believe everything you have said about your gay partner. Btw willie tay also look quite gay to me. =D

To be continued...

cheekok says...

2005-03-02T02:37:00.000-08:00

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

cheekok says...

2005-02-25T21:50:00.000-08:00

Ok...CT over le...CL2 results coming out...I very scared...
anyway update on what happened in the week...that day I was studying physics...n that is Mon night...going to slp soon...then hear doorbell...at 1st I thought just some salesman...then hear pple knocking on my door...ask my mother to go n look...wah...open door then see smoke...my house is on fire...no lah actually is just the corridor but then the fire n smoke were indeed there...all the neighbours came down to look...11pm at night...physics test the next day...how? the electrical supply or dont know what wires on fire because of hot weather...we dont know anything at all lor...didnt smell anything coz slping in air con room...so dangerous luckily nvr explode...then call police n civil defence...all the neighbours ask us to pack our money n everything n prepare to run...then my mother grabbed all her money everything...then I dont know what to pack...money?books?my piano how? almost carried my whole com out...siao...nvr thought of this qn before...when your house is almost on fire...what are the things that you should bring along with you?...heck anyway the thing finish burning then nothing happen liao except very smokey...they left at 12 ++...PHYSICS Test next day lor...

The next day n that is Tue night...the police n SCDF came again with they police car n fire engines...a lot of Kpo kias crowding at the ground level hoping to see something exciting I suppose...I was laughing at them...muahahahaz...

yah 1 more thing...I really DONT LIKE Ms Ong...more than any other teachers...that day Thurs...bio test in the morning...she ask me to go n see her during morning assembly...then scolded me for not telling her be4 hand I cannot go for thinking day rally...everytime pick on me...I remember I waited for her for like 1 hr...then she went for contact time...other teachers all came out n she was missing...then I pissed off n abandoned...then suling ask me to hand in consent form stating reason...n Ms Ong she should know very well why I cannot go coz got piano lesson...pioneering test also like that...then I was planning to write her a letter today lor,excuse letters are given 1 week to write!!...then she like so kan qiong cannot wait n scold me for being irresponsible...n wanted to call my mother...call then call lah since she called my mother so many times liao...everytime my mother talk to her so politely then she everytime bu shuang...now I ask my mother not to be so polite to her any more...she even tell other teachers wanru everytime pon gateway...she had remedials!!...haiz heck...unreasonable...

another thing...Jielun got girlfriend liao...but better than Jolin...sad...

still cant forget about you...let me bury you to the bottom of my heart...