It's really difficult to forget all these. I tried but really cant. I really want to ask why? How did it turn out to be like this? Have I done anything wrong? I thought you'll be different, different from others but I was wrong. Or the problem lies with me? I really dont want to think so much. I hope this will be the last and will never repeat itself for I've half given up hope. I tried to keep my mind occupied so that I wont think too much. Maybe this is just one of the obstacles in life that I've to go through to experience the full impact. Maybe I just need more time and space.
I once had a little butterfly on my palm. I wanted to keep it but I thought maybe letting it go would be better for it for it didnt belong to me and I know it will never be. I decided to let it fly. Though it only spent a few seconds resting on my palm, that short period of time really matters...up till now.
