I was talking to papa over the phone just now. I realised that many a times we dont usually get what we really really want. It's been 2 yrs since I've experienced this the 1st time in my life and until now I still cant accept the brutal truth. Maybe I'm too narrow minded or I'm just being too pessimistic. Looking at the hundreds and thousands of JC students, friends and peers around us, hardly we will find anyone who heck care about studies. As we proceed on to a higher level of education, the standard gets higher and the people around us become more competitive, to an extent that we lost our ability to make simple commitments. That's very sad, isnt it? And of course, 希望越高，失望越大... Whatever it is, I'm still learning how to change myself to suit the environment rather than changing the environment to suit myself and that's the key to happiness! It's all about perception, how you view things from different angles, attitude towards life...nothing in this world is absolute and nothing is impossible...I want to be a better person, to build a better me, to build a better world... Idealism is really very far from reality, but, change what you cant accept and accept what you cant change!
ok reality check. 6 more papers to go. Cant afford to screw up anymore papers. Yah I will fight till the end.
