Today was definitely not my day...how should I put it? A mixture of feelings...experienced high n low, down n up...like a roller coaster ride...both heart shattering n heart warming. Or maybe just fatigue? Lack of sleep?...leading to me having emos now?

This morning I woke up with a SORE THROAT...not that kind of normal sore throat but abnormal that kind. I cant even string a proper sentence to my mom. It's really that bad. But strangely, I dont feel the pain, but it's sore...just unable to breathe and talk, coz the inhaled air just brush against my oesophagus or windpipe...whichever you like...yah so it keeps on adding pressure to my throat making me feel so uncomfortable. By right pressure is force over area, air doesnt really exert a pressure plus the force that is measured in nanos acting perpendicularly down on my throat over a LARGE surface area so there shouldnt be any significant pressure which cause me the SORE THROAT...that's why I call it abnormal.

So this morning I really feel like dying...1st lesson was maths...still ok coz it's lecture so just listen lor...no talkings n actions needed...just sit there...it feels good for today only...coz I feel so dead today. No adrenaline pumped into my blood...causing energy-drained symtoms to appear visibly. Simply put, if I see you and I dont smile and wave and I dao you, something must be wrong...the problem lies with either you or me. Most of the time it would be me lah...

Then come physics, chemistry and GP. Physics...1 hr 1 qn. So inefficient and ineffective. This is what I FEEL. Totally lost grab of my attention and concentration. Maybe I was really just sleepy lah...wasnt in the right mind...no NO NOOOOOO.....

Then GP. Liberal Democracy. Went up there, impromptu and talked crap. RUBBISH!! I also dont know what I was talking about. After I sat down then my thoughts began to gather and finally come back to me. Argh...SO PISSIFYING lor...right right right?
After that something unhappy happened...it was so unexpected, disappointing, heart crushing...
Anyway...we won...yah...through bribery...cunning right? hahaz...

PE. Yes. PE and FULL STOP. I really have nothing to say about AJ PE. Just curses and curses and curses. My back is still aching now. I admit that I AM WEAK...but doing sit ups n crunches on concrete grounds can KILL US!

Oh yah I forgot to mention about the sexuality talk. Xavier came back and he was THE MAN on stage...long time didnt see him liao...hahaz. Dont know why the sch invited him back to give the sexuality talk when he has got no experience at all...dont think too much...meaning that he doesnt have a girlfriend, yet asking him back to share their experiences blah blah blah as according to Mr Larry Lee. So I find it quite amusing...Xavier and sexuality talk...like no link at all. Hahaz but anyway the skit was quite entertaining and he's the director, yes I knew it...all the actions and movements etc are all his zhao1 pai2 dong4 zhuo4. Then after my PE, we...meaning the alpha people...Me, xavier, daryl, xiangfeng, cherkain and vincent went J8 to have dinner @ PastaMania. We crapped a lot a lot a lot...then xavier told us a story...the ' who I am makes a difference' story which was really touching, inspirational and at the same time has that kind of sleeping effect, like being watered by some sleeping potion. Yah then only up till today then I found out that the 2 dollar notes that we have have 6 numeric number 2 on it excluding the serial numbers...cool right? Find it out yourself! =P

- 'Who I am makes a difference.'

To be continued...