The day I met you, sleeping on your grandpa's hospital bed. A green tee, berms and hot pink crocs. 130609
my guardian angel smiled @ 10:51 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Random thoughts.
A new direction in life. People just walk into your life and walk out again. Not much significance in my life. Walking on the road again today. Keeps me thinking. Why are all the people rushing? What are they rushing for? I'm kind of addicted to this hyper fast-paced life. Holidays are here. Pace of living is back to slow and laze around state. I hate this. What a waste of time. Probably because I havent really planned my post exams schedule; putting only the large stones in the glass bottle but not the fine sand and pebbles yet. The weather makes me moody. Hot and stuffy. 5th day into the holidays. There are a lot of things for me to do yet I just dont feel like doing, not motivated to do. I feel lonely doing those things alone, only my laptop and I, an object and I. Being alone is not frightening, being lonely then is frightening. My Malaysia trip was postponed. Postponed, not really cancelled but I don't feel good because it fell out of my plans. My schedule goes haywire, so screwed up. These days my mind just isnt thinking clearly. Why do I feel so tensed? A stubborn girl I am who refuse to give in. Little things just matter to her a lot. Yah it matters. It really matters.
my guardian angel smiled @ 8:14 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
I've decided to come back to blog. My confidence level really dropped to rock bottom after that day. Initially I feel that having a blog will open up your privacy for everyone to see. Though I have a lot of things I want to say out, shout out to the world, I dont want my friends or anyone related to me to view my blog. I just feel this sense of insecurity, yet at the same time I dont feel like bottling up all my thoughts and make this blog a private one.
So yup, now I'm back after like half a year? I think everyone has forgotten the existence of this blog and yup that's good. And I also dont want to start a new blog, because I feel attached to this blogname: planetogalaxy, has been following me since Sec 2 when I started using ebloggy.
Well erm. I just want to reorganize my thoughts. I was really really very upset these days. Will you give me a second chance? I want to get involved. I really want to get involved.But competition is tough. What a meritocratic world this is. More of Asian values that's holding me back or the Western values that I still cant adapt to? First impression kills. Perhaps this is already their second, third, fourth, fifth impression of me.
[To be continued]
my guardian angel smiled @ 12:22 PM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Appreciation. Thanks.
My 100th post.
A big THANK YOU to everyone! :D
Thanks to JiaWei for the earrings and that bottle of happiness vibes.
Thanks to Hikari Tamaki for going cycling with me at ECP.
Thanks to Andy, Asen, Allen (who came all the way from Malaysia), Wilson, XiuLing, Joel and CHIN LIDE! for the bag and cake and brownie and the birthday surprise and the cream on my face.
Thanks to Lao Ren Gang, Lao Xiu, Lao Shu, Lao Ming n Lao Ma for spending your precious time with me to celebrate my birthday and thanks for the Lang mehmeh and Lao ma's blog post.
Thanks to Brother Chris John for calling me at 1.20am to wish me happy birthday.
Thanks to SiDa for calling me to wish me happy birthday.
Thanks to Qiuyan, Qingyuan, WeiWen, Bowen, Lishan, Yvonne, LaoMing, Jian Guang, WeiLing, KaiKai!, Kok Hong, MingHor, Xihui, JiaWei, Wanyi, LaoXiu, Dawn, Jet, SiangNing, CHIN LIDE!, HuiYing and Patrick Star for the text messages.
Thanks to XiuLing, SuqPing, LaoShu, JingKai, Nitin, WenQi, Eunice, Uncle Chaos, CaiJie, Sharon, Stanley, WanDing, TaiKhoon, XiangFeng, Xiaoyun, Xianhui, Minghor, Josef, Xingyu, Eugene and Boss Philip for the Facebook wall tags.
Thanks to Melvis, Shin and Oppa for the 'pleasant' surprise.
Thanks to Joyce, CHIN LIDE!, kok hong and Andy for the MSN shoutouts.
Thanks to Sida, Bowen and Dawn for the mini birthday celebration and tiramisu at Just Acia. Thanks for the chocolates!
Thanks to Stanley for the Precious Moment book and birthday message.
Thanks to Joyce and Ahma for the dinner at Vivo.
Quote from Andy (MSN): YueQiu. Keep going. Because I believe. Most happening birthweek ever. THANKS! says: such a nice friend...let me happy for 1 day only...what about the other 364 days? A n d y - Who wants to work as flyer distributor? Weekday, 3 hours. Looking for 2 handsome 2 babes. says: the other 364 days is to look forward to the arrival of that 1 special day
Thanks.
my guardian angel smiled @ 7:32 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
" No doubt, romantic love is very important, but it is also a little more in-your-face than friendship. Hence, you'll find that it is easier to keep friendships than romantic love. The interesting part is: when someone you love becomes someone very intimate in your life, you tend to demand things that are out of line, and take them for granted--you would only say the least courteous things to your loved--ones, and overly demand from them. That's why the chinese has a saying:" To respect your loved one as if they were your guests."
To love someone from a respectful distance is somewhat like wrapping your relationship in a Seran Wrap, keeping your love afresh. The more you love someone, the more you would want to possess him or her, but you must understand that in order to hold, you must learn to let go. In love, one must relax one's clutches, in order for your lover to stick closer to you. When you ask less, he or she will open up and tell you even more."
my guardian angel smiled @ 9:18 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
Thanks so much to all my friends.
Thanks for all the text messages from you guys. Thanks for all the phone calls from you guys. Thanks for all the msn shoutouts from you guys. Thanks for spending time with me.
I'm okay. Really okay. Thanks. (:
A facade maybe.
my guardian angel smiled @ 10:41 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
I've made my stand clear. I've decided to choose both as I've respected both all along since young. I believe that they are friends all this while and they have been taking care of me every moment. Please do not force me and respect my decision. Thank you guys for the warm welcome to join the big family. I stand by my own principles, my heart is at ease, no guilt, no regrets. It feels good to do good. Really.
I'm a busy girl who is lousy with time management. While I pause and think, Asia Pacific Youth Water Forum National Youth Environment Conference Singapore Boys' Home Camp Project PACT Project I really really enjoy being part of GAHA and serving them. I'm proud to be a GAHA member.
But I'm just such a loser who has failed to manage my time properly.
What's really impt to me? Family (Friends) Studies Piano NYAA GAHA
I just want to prove that I'm not who or what you think I am. I'm much better than who or what you think I am. If I believe I can, I will do it. Even if I fail, I know I've put in my best.
In these 8 months, I've grown. Felt the change? Yes I do. I've seen more and I've learnt more.
